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I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/6/2008 2:39:51 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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I have a few prayer request, you all have prayed for my mom and their pastor friend and I just ask to keep praying for them. She has been feeling better and I am not sure how their pastor friend is doing yet since he found out he has leukemia..Please just keep him and my mom in your prayers, they have truely helped and she is feeling much better now...
I need some prayer for myself as well. Since I started back to work I have felt so blessed everyday that God answered my prayer after 5 long months! I am so blessed to be back to work.
What I need prayer for is my walk with the Lord, I am concerned, I was getting much closer to the Lord and I am in my bible everyday and I can feel his presence alot of the time now, BUT, some times I feel like a certain situation I am dealing with is keeping God from answering my prayers fully and he is angry with me if I do not take action and leave this situation at the cross.
There are no words to tell you what I am experiencing and it is truely heart breaking. I want to do right and obey the Lord, and then I feel like my problem is just hanging over me and that maybe I am not really sinning. I am in this situation because I truely want what is best, and it is
out of love and concern that I am still in this situation. I do not have a deceitful heart or agenda and I do not want to hurt anyone at all. I just really don't know what to do. I am going to a christian counselor who is understanding and I am glad I have her to talk to and to vent to. My friend has a counselor and this counselor is just straight BLUNT and to the point that it is all in the bible and there is no other way. I mean I am smart and I know right from wrong, but I just want to know that God knows my heart and does know I want what is best for all.
Please just pray for me not to lose focus and for this situation to taken care of, that whatever is Gods plan for all involved to please just show me. Seems like friends that I know, they say that when they speak to God he speaks clearly right back to them and shows them what the want to know, that they are given this special gift of discernment maybe?? Why is it so easy for them, and they are human and sin....But with me, I do the same and nothing happens??
Is that Gods way of testing me, or punishing me, I am just pretty confused? Why is it that easy for some and not for me..I just want him to speak to me and show me, I do pray that to the Lord, and sometimes it may take a while or a few days but he does answer. They just make it seem like it's so easy and i don't understand??
I don't know if I am making sense my please pray for me and if you have any words or encouragement or advice please feel free to speak.....
love you all!!
kc
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/6/2008 9:21:22 PM
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I just wanted to let you know that I prayed for you and that God would continue to do great things in your life as he draws you closer to Him (something we all need).
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/6/2008 11:21:10 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Thank you all for the prayers, it really means alot to me. More than you know!
I have dealt with so much over these months and finally getting to a good spot and I really
have nothing to complain about. I am so happy to have my new job, I have great great
parents. I am getting to know more about the Lord and get closer to him. I attend an awesome
church, so why am I sitting here right now in a fog crying, because I just don't know, maybe
I have been fooling myself into thinking that I have changed, my patterns of my past,
came up recently to bite me hard,which I have been reminded of today again, maybe my friend was right that I am the same person and I am needy and nieve. I am a good person
and I don't do things on purpose to hurt others, and I am not deceitful. I do things without
thinking and I know I need to change that. I am doing that now, but I can not get away from my what I did in my past because it is being brought up in my face and i was told that I am the same person even after recieving help, advice, coaching from a friend and they feel like they spent all these years helping me and I just wasted their time because I have done nothing to change my life. I am a procrastinator, and the choices I make are made by me and I have to deal with the consequences if I do make a mistake in that choice. I don't do things on purpose and then try to keep it a secret out of hiding things, but I do not want to hurt another person and the way the world is today, that is exactly what these things look like. They look like they are two-faced liars. People are so deceitful, mean, cruel and they don't think about what they are doing to others like playing mind games with another human being. That is not me and I don't have an agenda, I do things without thinking and I need to not do that. About 2 weeks ago I made a promise that this will not happen anymore and I will use my head in anything I do before I just jump the gun and do things.
Maybe I am just rambling, but I just feel like sometimes I can not handle life and I am not
using my full potential and I am just wasting that and not doing anything about it. I know life
is not easy and I need to lean on God and I do trust him, but it almost seems like I am being
made out to be a liar or just like all the other women out there, and I not. My friend feels like
that is what God is showing him, that I am who I really am, a needy person...I don't think God
would do that though, that would seem cruel. God knows me, and he knows my heart...
I am just rambline, but I need to get this off my chest because I am just really upset right now
and my heart is just so sad...I just ask that you keep praying for me, I had been doing so well
these last few weeks and really connecting with God and getting deeper into my bible and really
connecting with the Holy Spirit and feeling Gods presence and now this....
What exactly am I dealing with here and what is going on???
Thank you for the prayers everybody, just keep praying for me to just get passed this big hurdle!
kc
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 12:09:39 AM
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Imnotmyown
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edit: Hi kc
Oh, I was composing a response to your original
post while you posted a second post! this below
is my response to your first post, I will
have to read your second post before I post
to that second one!
Hi kc, prayer for your mother and the pastor
with leukemia.
kc, I really feel for you with what you are going
through about the situation you have mentioned.
I have experienced areas in my life where I
didn't have clear direction for quite some time
and it can be very disconcerting. When this
happens to me I feel God is teaching me to
trust Him and wait on Him and is stretching
me. I think this is part of being His child.
The Psalms help me when I have to wait.
Father, Thank You for kc's desire to do the right
thing. Thank You for her love for those in the
situation she mentions. Please give her clarity
of what Your will is in this complicated situation
and let her know what to do. Thank You that
You dearly love this daughter of Yours and have
her best interests in mind at all times. Thank
You so much for Your deep love for us all.
In Jesus' Name Amen
< Message edited by Imnotmyown -- 5/7/2008 12:22:54 AM >
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 12:35:44 AM
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Imnotmyown
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response to your second post:
hi kc, thank you for sharing your heart with us.
praying for you..
Dear Father,
I have seen kc's compassion for others in her
posts on this forum. You know her desire to be close
to You and please You.
Have mercy on us all for we are all far from the
people we should be. Thank You that You are
transforming us all into the image of Your Son.
Thank You that You care for kc and deeply love her.
In Jesus' Name Amen
< Message edited by Imnotmyown -- 5/7/2008 1:07:37 AM >
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 5:11:48 AM
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conrack50
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Father, Thank You for kc's desire to do the right
thing. Thank You for her love for those in the
situation she mentions. Please give her clarity
of what Your will is in this complicated situation
and let her know what to do. Thank You that
You dearly love this daughter of Yours and have
her best interests in mind at all times. Thank
You so much for Your deep love for us all.
In Jesus' Name Amen
I am also praying in agreement.
Connie Lou
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 8:40:57 AM
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peaceofGod
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Father,
Thank you so very much for coming to kc's rescue, for supplying this job.
Thank you for giving her the strong desire to be guided by you.
Thank you for her personal regular Bible studies.
Please help her regarding this situation with which she is dealing so that she will have a special trust in you to handle it in your time.
Help her with the knowledge that you know the best timing.
Give her a wonderful comfort and help her to go forward in her walk with you.
Give her a special calm confidence as she walks closely with you.
Please be with and continue to help her mom.
We also ask that you be with their pastor friend who has leukemia.
We are praying and thanking you for your loving intervention in the name of your Son who is our Savior, Jesus Christ.
Amen.
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 9:27:56 AM
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sparkleingsnow
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Father, I lift up kc to You. Father, help her to feel You holding her close right now. To feel Your love. Bind any attacks from satan who would hold her down, but help her to fly on the wings of eagles through Your power and love. Thank You Father, that You love us so much. In Jesus name I ask YOur help and blessings for kc. Amen
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 1:50:17 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Thank you all for continuing to pray for me. I really appreciate the prayers and kind words sparklingsnow, peaceofgod, conrack50 and Imnotmyown.. Thank you, thank you...
From tonight to today has not been good either, I am really not feeling
connected right now, so I know this is satan attacking my mind. That
has always been a struggle for me, but then I started to get stronger
and realize what he was trying to do, steal, kill, destroy, he will not
win with me, I need to pull myself out of this and not listen to the people
that are telling me these negative things, satan is using them to get to
me and it is almost working...he will not win...I need to get refocused now
more than ever, I just feel like God has disappeared again because
maybe he doesn't believe I am sincere in wanting to do right and I keep
messing up and not using my head before doing things. I am 35 years old, so I would think it was time for me to grow up and change things in my life that I want changed...And I am doing it..
Oh Lord, please hear these prayers and mine Lord..I beg you once again that I need your help, I know I can not do this alone. I know you are there because you showed me that 2 weeks ago, just please know my heart and what I want. Show me exactly what you want me to do, I need to hear you talk to me directly Lord. I want that peace I felt a week ago so that I can continue to focus on you and not lose my way from you again. I will not let that happen. I need to live right and use my head before I do things Lord, please give me strength and peace of mind, I demand satan to leave me alone, that I am a child of GOD, satan leave me alone, you will not win this one ever!! I rebuke anything that is not Godly...
AMEN AMEN!!!
kc
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 2:13:34 PM
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kyl
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Lord I pray for Itlyn1kc
I thank you Lord that you have a perfect plan for her life.
I thank you Lord that you are going to help in every way.
Thank you Lord that you are willing and able to help Itlyn1kc with evrything she faces.
I pray Lord that she will accept your peace and walk in the truth you have revelaed to her.
May she find strength as she remembers through you all things are possible.
Give her peace Lord and help her to daily.
In Jesus name
Amen
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 8:42:13 PM
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quote:
Father,
Thank you so very much for coming to kc's rescue, for supplying this job.
Thank you for giving her the strong desire to be guided by you.
Thank you for her personal regular Bible studies.
Please help her regarding this situation with which she is dealing so that she will have a special trust in you to handle it in your time.
Help her with the knowledge that you know the best timing.
Give her a wonderful comfort and help her to go forward in her walk with you.
Give her a special calm confidence as she walks closely with you.
Please be with and continue to help her mom.
We also ask that you be with their pastor friend who has leukemia.
We are praying and thanking you for your loving intervention in the name of your Son who is our Savior, Jesus Christ.
Amen.
This is my prayer too. AMEN!
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 10:14:09 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Well I have news...my day started getting better while I was at work, then I had a spiritual warfare class at church tonight after work....That was the dose I needed to kick satan out
of this fog he put over me.....I have so many things I want to do and I am determined to
do them....Thank you God for coming to my rescue tonight through the class I went to at
church tonight, it is going on every week for the next 5 weeks....
Thank you God so much for being an awesome God, for being there again and pulling me
up..As the teacher said in the class, if you are a christian and you are doing what God wants
you to do, you will be meeting satan.
I praise you Lord and I am so blessed..Thank you!!
amen
kc
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/7/2008 10:46:19 PM
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Father,
Thank You for helping kc!
In Jesus' Name, Amen
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/8/2008 9:16:12 AM
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Thank You Father.
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within me, bless his holy name.
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/8/2008 10:05:15 AM
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Thank you Lord for the help you have give to kc.
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/8/2008 12:37:47 PM
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kyl
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Lord I pray you continue to help Itlyn1kc in all she does.
Provide for her as she seeks your truth and understanding.
Thank you Lord
In Jesus name
Amen
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be pleasing in your sight,
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/11/2008 2:03:20 PM
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quote:
ORIGINAL: Itlyn1kc
Well I have news...my day started getting better while I was at work, then I had a spiritual warfare class at church tonight after work....That was the dose I needed to kick satan out
of this fog he put over me.....I have so many things I want to do and I am determined to
do them....Thank you God for coming to my rescue tonight through the class I went to at
church tonight, it is going on every week for the next 5 weeks....
Thank you God so much for being an awesome God, for being there again and pulling me
up..As the teacher said in the class, if you are a christian and you are doing what God wants
you to do, you will be meeting satan.
I praise you Lord and I am so blessed..Thank you!!
amen
kc
Lord, I praise You that the fog has been lifted. I pray that the class for the next 5 weeks will bring even more clarity, understanding, and just plain....trust.
Lord, I pray that our friend continues to rest and believe in You, as each day moves forward in the adventure You have planned!!!
Also, Lord I rebuke satan mightilyl on her behalf, and ask that You bolster her incredible prayer life. Let nothing get in her way and Your way!!!
love ya kc,
pw
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/11/2008 9:46:09 PM
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KC you ARE on the right path. Satan will try to discourage at all time, and his strongest weapon is guilt, anger, and regret over the past. Praise God for your class, and I know you were at church today praising God.
Father I pray for KC and ask that you bless her efforts to know you better, to be open to your leading, to be your child. Heal and quiet her heart over past issues, we look forward as your children to grow and be more and more closer to you.
In Jesus Name
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/11/2008 10:36:50 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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Lord, I thank all my friends here so much for their prayers and sweet words. You answer their prayers and mine, things have definitely changed I can tell you that! I have just been so focused on the God and have daily prayer time and conversations with him. I am just so relieved of this fog being lifted, I that was the work of satan. He will not win and I will continue to do my very very best to not get off track again.
I just feel so blessed and getting closer and closer to God, everyday I feel this overwhelming feeling in my heart and it just keeps getting stronger as each day goes by. Church was great today and my parents were there, my cousins are visiting from out of town and they came too, so it was a beautiful day. I can't wait until wednesday for the continuing learning on spiritual warfare, then friday is my birthday. Monday is a Women of Grace dinner at church and my mom and I are going to go to that..
thank you so much for your prayers everybody, I love you bunches!! You always get me
through when I need prayers, because God hears your prayers and answers them!! I know
God wants me to do something specific and I want to know what it is so that I can do his work.
AMEN!!
kc
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/12/2008 6:01:20 PM
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Imnotmyown
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Father, thank you for lifting the fog from kc! Thank You for blessing her.
I pray she has a wonderful week. Thank You that as the days go forward You are going to guide her in what to do for You.
In Jesus' name Amen
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/12/2008 9:48:17 PM
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I am going to take a moment to celebrate. To GOD BE THE GLORY FOR THE GREAT THINGS HE HAS DONE HERE! All praise honor and glory to you Father for these advances. Pls continue to bless and honor KCs commitment to you and your word. Let her be a force for you in her church and community. We thank you for this victory and for the future that we will see.
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RE: I feel like I'm in a fog..prayer please - 5/12/2008 10:15:57 PM
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Itlyn1kc
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thank you my sweet friends. Your prayers are so powerful, I can feel God working even more right now.....I just can't tell you, I am so determined and so focused, LET NOTHING BREAK THAT CONCENTRATION!!!
AMEN, I PRAISE YOU LORD!
KC
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