I posted earlier regarding my christian husband deciding he was unsure or did not believe. When we do our nightly devotions and go to church together I can tell he is just doing it just for me... although I am happy he is doing it. It is so hard to watch him go through this. I miss my best friend and soulmate being my accountability partner. It has been hurting our relationship. We get more distant every day even though I try hard for it not to. I can see our values begin to drift in different directions. It is incredibly trying. What makes it more difficult is that he does not want me to tell any one so I can't have a physical person give me words of wisdom.
It's ironic because I waited so long to marry a man devoted to God and I did, and this situation happened.
Has any one ever gone through this. I'm trying to be an example and be encouraging. I have no intention of leaving him regardless of what he decides. It just hurts.... and I can't talk to him about it. I want him to make that decision out of his own will not forcefully because he is watching his wife hurt.
< Message edited by firefly31784 -- 5/9/2008 4:16:59 PM >