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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/20/2008 4:59:40 PM
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leah777
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Hi Trish & Zondie . . . . Trish, was glad to read John was doing better and going to make an appointment with a specialist.
Zondie, John is Trish's '2nd father', you might say. I'll let her tell you more about him & Joan, but suffice it to say he's a father-figure to her, and she's very fond of him & Joan both.
The mammogram went fine in spite of my mistakes    . . . not only did I get the time wrong, and arrived 30 minutes late, I also forgot to take my income info with me  . . . now I have to mail that to the foundation that paid for my mammogram.
Garrett is home with me today. He had a touch of diarrhea yesterday, and the school ask that we keep him home if it continued into today, which it did. He is acting a little puny, too -- just not quite his usual perky, happy self. I fixed him some bacon for lunch, and got him to eat that and a few tiny bites of apple. He's not eaten fruit for me before, so I was happy with just a few bites -- it's a start. Around 1:00 or so, I put him to bed for his nap . . . . I seriously think that 2 days of going without a nap spoiled him into thinking he will never take one again  . . .it was nearly 3:00 when he finally went to sleep, and that was only after a few firms spats on the behind for playing and not laying down. Sheesh! I want to take him to church tonight, but now am afraid he's going to be cranky & crabby from a nap -- it takes him a bit to wake up sometimes. Owell, we'll see.
Next week I am going to start keeping a 9 y/o boy after school for an hour, and will look around for maybe another one or two. I asked Garrett's daddy this morning if he is on the list for daycare, and he assured me he wasn't, so I guess I've got him for a while yet. With that in mind, I've decided to forego the search for another job and just take in another child or two. After school will work well. Not a lot of money, but they won't be here long either.
The 9 y/o starting next week is actually the son of a friend of mine -- I've sewn for him quite often, and he's been here several times. His mom & I IM'd each other last night and kinda caught up on each other's lives, then she asked if I'd be interested in keeping him -- just kidding, at first, but then I realized she really did want to move him out of the daycare system where he is very bored. It was truly a blessing that she asked about that just at the time I'd decided that's what I needed to do. Kinda like one of those 'signs' from God  . . . I truly believe He leads us in this manner when we are unsure about what we should be doing. I'm so thankful He cares about us so.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/20/2008 5:22:06 PM
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Leah, I'm glad you're going to be able to help somebody out by looking after their son after school.
I hope Garrett is better soon too.
Zondie, as Leah was telling you, John and Joan are second parents to me. I met them at church several years ago. I was housesitting close to them, and asked them for a ride to church one day. Joan thought I'd asked if they'd pray for me. The running joke is that they really DO have to pray for me now! LOL! I went to stay with them for a couple of days when my mother was dying in hospital, and I couldn't get back to New Zealand to see her. Ten years later, I'm still living with them because they didn't want to live without me. They could never have kids of their own, and I'm closer to them than I ever was to my own parents. John and I are so similar in our temperaments and sense of humour, that anybody who didn't know otherwise would think that we are actually father and daughter. We don't look like each other, but people see John and Joan as my parents anyway.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/20/2008 7:53:52 PM
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Trish, I think it's awesome that you have such a loving and caring couple to parent you.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/21/2008 9:05:46 AM
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So do I! 
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/21/2008 12:44:32 PM
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I'm glad we all agree on the matter.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/22/2008 9:04:42 AM
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Good morning, everyone!
Read the thread yesterday, but kept getting distracted when I tried to post. Garrett doesn't allow much computer time anymore -- comes right over to me and turns my chair around to face him! -- ornery little tyke that he is . . . I don't have him today -- he went to see Grandma, and was so excited about going. He's adjusting to school just fine, and seems to really love it. Sure gets excited about getting on the bus. Yesterday it was raining, and even tho he LOVES to walk in the rain -- with his head up to the sky and his mouth wide open (to catch the raindrops you know) and squealing with delight -- I knew he didn't need to spend the afternoon in damp clothes, so I decided I'd use an umbrella to get him to the bus. Well, after I let him see the umbrella for a bit (he's fascinated with them), I decided I'd have to put his backpack on him to make the trek to the bus (using one hand to hold on to him and the other to carry the umbrella wasn't going to leave a free hand to carry the backpack). Now if that wasn't a sight! That little bitty squirt with that big (tho practically empty) backpack on  . . . I tried to get a picture, but my camera battery was dead  . . guess I'll have to get one next week.
I've been to the gym already this morning -- been up since 3:00 a.m., so will likely lie back down for a while after Bill leaves. It's 72 degrees out and overcast, and on the way home from the gym I rolled both windows down on the van and just let the wind blow thru my hair & dry the sweat on my face -- WOW! It felt so good -- nostalgic, for some reason . . . . it just brought back such memories of home and the field we used to play in, walks up to my Aunt Nellie's house, waking on the river with everything so quiet and feeling the cool morning air on my face . . . . . . ok, this is bringing on some real longing for things that just can't be anymore, so . . . . but I had the greatest urge just to keep driving -- maybe just down the highway a piece and back . . kinda wish I had  . . . . sometimes I think about what it will be like in heaven -- will we remember those times? . . get to once again experience the joy they brought? . . will they even be important?? . . . . probably not, but if they are, I think maybe God will let us experience those memorable times somehow . . . . . . . Owell. I guess an occasional fantasizing doesn't hurt a person, huh.
I need to go back to the dr's office and have some blood drawn. Thought about doing that today, but decided if I did, I wouldn't go to the gym, and I'm trying real hard to get back into the habit of going to the gym. Besides, I have to fast either 10 or 12 hours (can't remember which), but if it had been 12, I woulda been short a couple of hours. Anyway, now Bill is arguing with me and cross with me cuz I didn't go  . . . what does it matter to him???
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/22/2008 12:59:31 PM
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Leah, Garrett sounds adorable the way you describe him!
I hope the reason you're getting blood drawn is nothing serious.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/23/2008 7:00:54 AM
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Unfortunately I have to feed them regularly. 
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/23/2008 7:35:54 AM
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Maggie, you're hopeless.
Trish, thanks for asking . . I just need my yearly check for my medications, plus I wanted them to do a cholesterol check this time, and that needs to be fasting.
I woke up way too early for a Saturday . . . think I may go back to my recliner and read myself back to sleep.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/23/2008 7:37:55 AM
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Read and sleep well.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/25/2008 8:28:51 AM
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Ten years later, I'm still living with them because they didn't want to live without me. They could never have kids of their own, and I'm closer to them than I ever was to my own parents.
AWESOME STORY, Trish! It brought tears to my eyes! It's amazing how God knows just what we need, before we even think to ask; isn't it? They are very 'special folks'. They display the type of love God is pleased with, the "unconditional" type. Loving you, I'm sure was easy for them. You are blessed to have them in your life and you're also a blessing to their lives. Enjoy what God has obviously intended to happen in this relationship! I'll continue to pray for John. Let us know how he's doing.
Leah, sounds as though you're getting ready to take another plunge! I'll pray that God gives you more strength and energy to keep up with them! Joking aside...children bring so much joy and laughter to our lives that having them around us, is a blessing! I love looking at the world through a child's eyes. All their enthusiasm and innocence and questions...ahhh to be a child again! I'm sure you'll do fine with them, you're a natural. The way you interact with Garrett proves that.
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sometimes I think about what it will be like in heaven -- will we remember those times? . . get to once again experience the joy they brought? . . will they even be important?? . . . . probably not, but if they are, I think maybe God will let us experience those memorable times somehow . . .
Sometimes I ponder on those things too. And maybe we will! (I can only imagine!)
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/25/2008 10:45:38 AM
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Thanks, Zondie -- you're too kind  . . . I do love kids. My forte seems to be with the really young ones, more than the older ones, but I can get along with all of them
We had a busy weekend, but it was a good busy. Saturday, I got a call from a local church . . seems some food was in that I'd ordered from Angel Ministries -- anyone familiar with that?? Anyway, I had to run down and pick that stuff up, then come home & put it all away. I'd forgotten about the delivery, so they were rather waiting on me and a few others who'd done likewise
After I got all the groceries put away, we went outside to trim the tree limbs that were preventing Garrett's bus from pulling thru our circle drive; one thing led to another and we wound up trimming all the trees in that area. There are 7 redbuds and a dogwood lining that side of the drive, and 4 big pine trees on the other side. By the time we got thru pruning, and pulling out dead limbs with our tree trimmer thingy, we had quite a mess to clean up. Before we could get started with that, however, Bill's sister & her husband showed up and she graciously offered to help clean up the mess  . . . let me tell you, I was SOOOOO grateful for that help!
Her & I loaded the trailer 3 times and took it to empty onto the brush pile. Then we all came inside to visit for a bit and cool off with some refreshing drinks. Bill went out again later and cut some more limbs and did some mowing, but I told him I was done in for the day and was staying indoors where it was cool. Sometimes he can just be a workin' fool . . I can't begin to keep up with him
Sunday, after church & lunch, we went to our son-in-law's mother's house to pick up some tools she'd offered to give Bill. We had a nice 3-hour visit with her, then came home. Bill had asked me to skip church and help him finish the yard, which I'd agreed to do cuz he'd done quite a lot of it himself, and I knew he'd continue to work while I was at church -- besides, he doesn't ask that often.
Anyway, we'd just gotten home when the neighbor boys -- ages 7 & 10 (and a half! ) -- came down to offer us some home-grown tomatoes. I'd not seen these boys in a long time until about 2 weeks ago when I went up there to invite them to our kids crusade. There's been a bit of bad blood between us and their parents due to some pit bulls they used to have. I'm happy to say, they've finally gotten rid of the pit bulls. I'd really like to patch things up a bit with them . . mainly because of these two boys -- they used to come to see me all the time, and I miss them. They didn't get to come to teh kids crusade, but I was sure glad to see them at my door.
I graciously and thankfully accepted the tomatoes, then stood talking to the boys, asking them about school and about their new baby sister born in June -- on my birthday, if I'm not mistaken. They told me they'd been outside pulling weeds, and I commented if they ran out of weeds to pull to feel free to pull some of mine . . . . one thing led to another, and I wound up 'hiring' them to help me clean up the rest of the mess from the tree trimming. They worked hard picking up limbs and brush -- for two such scrawny little runts, they are STRONG! I think one of them alone can lift nearly as much as me, and I consider myself very strong for a woman.
Anyway, after Bill finished mowing, he came & helped and we got that mess cleaned up, plus another mess of cedar tree limbs -- well, the whole top out of a cedar tree, really -- that the electric company had trimmed out in May when the tree limbs got into the electric lines and knocked half of our electric out. We got a lot done, and everything looks so much better! The circle drive is so clean it has created al tunnel effect thru there, and is very pretty.
It was so good to make contact with these boys again . . . and this was so sweet . . the older boy, at one point near the end of our clean-up, says to me, "uhh . . can't I tell you something? . . . I'm really sorry our pit bulls kept coming down here and scaring you guys." . . . . wasn't that so sweet! I told him I appreciated that. Even my husband was impressed when I told him about it later.
These boys are live wires, and ever since they moved in have been a source of contention for Bill; but I've found them delightfully refreshing, if a bit worrisome at times, and have tried to get Bill to see their good side. Actually, I think they are not so much different than he was at that age -- maybe a little less disciplined, but just as energetic as I know he was, and just as industrious! They are little workers -- busy as little bees.
The first time they showed up on my doorstep it was to ask if I had a 'battery they could borry' . . . I asked what kind of battery, and they said "any kind -- it doesn't matter . . we just need a battery to get our lawn mower started" . . . it seems they really wanted to 'borry' my lawnmower battery so they could start THEIR lawn mower and move some big 'pieces of wood' (tree limbs) to build a tree house . . . . I assured them they would not be 'borrying' a lawn mower battery out of my lawn mower -- and I had to be VERY specific about that, cuz telling them I couldnt' take it out just brought on reassurances from them that THEY knew how to take it out  . . . these boys, at that time were like 5 and 8 years young --- way too young to know THAT kind of thing!
They were pulling a little wagon, so I suggested they use the wagon to move the 'wood'. The older one complained that would take too long, but I reminded him that he could have probably moved 2 loads while they were talking to me about 'borrying my battery' . . . but they were so cute! I learned to be very cautious about what I said to them, and very specific and firm about what I wanted them NOT to do, but I delighted in their curiosity, and their, as I said above, industrious-ness . . they are busy, busy, busy little boys
Now, as it turns out, those boys know the 9 y/o who's coming to my house tonight -- he's in the same grade as the older of these two neighbor kids, and they got together and compared notes about Eddie coming out here . . . I have a sneaky suspicion I will have 3 boys PLUS Garrrett at my house this afternoon, so I am going to make some chocolate chip/butterscotch cookies for them.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/26/2008 8:34:26 AM
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I haven't heard of 'Angel Ministries' before. Sounds like an organization that uses proceeds to help others in need, though. We have a ministry set up at church called, 'Operation Eat'. It's for low income families who need assistance with groceries each month.
Sounds like you and Bill were up to your eye-balls with all the tree trimming and yard work! I'm glad his sister volunteered to help you when she arrived. The way you described it; it must look beautiful now! I enjoy the benefits of a hard days' labor that lasts for months on end! It's a good payoff.
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I have a sneaky suspicion I will have 3 boys PLUS Garrrett at my house this afternoon, so I am going to make some chocolate chip/butterscotch cookies for them.
How'd it go with all those boys, yesterday?  You called them "busy little boys". From what you shared about them... I have other words in mind!  We have some mischievous, strong willed, undisciplined 'runts' in our neighborhood too. But, the one's I've encountered have been set straight (in a loving way, of course) on the respect I expect from them; and they comply. They always come back, so they must like being around me!!!???  Children won't admit to it. But they like 'order' in their lives. I share the love of God with them (not knowing if they get that at home) coz, God has ways of touching the little hearts that's misguided through negligence or abuse; that's healing and comforting. Who knows what some of these little fella's have to go through more than God? There's usually an underlying problem that causes these kids to 'act out'. May God bless them all!
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/26/2008 10:12:58 AM
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Good morning, Zondie. I looked again, and the name of the ministry is Angel Food Ministries (angelfoodministries.com) . . . it is a benevolence organization, but there are no restrictions on who can use it, nor any restrictions on the amount of food you buy from them.
Yes, we had quite the mess, but now have quite a pretty drive . . . the busdriver was so happy to be able to drive thru it yesterday rather than backing up & turning around.
Yep, I had all the boys here yesterday, tho my 9 y/o charge, Eddie, left shortly after the neighbor boys came down. Garrett had his cookie and went to bed before they got here . . really didn't expect him to go to sleep -- he nearly ALWAYS takes at least an hour to go to sleep, but he was apparently very tired yesterday cuz even with us playing & chatting right outside the bedroom, he went to sleep in just a few minutes. They all enjoyed the cookies -- wound up making oatmeal scotchies for them. I was teaching Eddie to play Rummikub, and he was catching on pretty good when the neighbor boys showed up. After Eddie had to leave w/o finishing the game, the older neighbor boy, Glen, took over and he also caught on really fast. This game teaches them a bit of problem solving as well as simple math. The younger one, Brandon, did some kibitzing . . and enjoyed the cookies & milk
The neighbor boys can keep me on my toes, for sure. But they listen to me well, and yes, have so far followed my ground rules. The younger one, in a strange sort of way, appears to be the leader . . . in that his older brother allows him to take the lead. Glen, the older, uses good manners and is a bit reticent in his nature, allowing his little brother who is outgoing, outspoken and mischeivous to 'lead the way'. So, when I offered these two cookies & milk, the older one refused until his younger brother had accepted
Those different traits in their personalities remind me of my two granddaughters . . the older one quieter, more prone to 'people pleasing' -- using grown-up manners, as it were, and the younger one basically just letting it all hang out -- she is who she is and lets that show at all times.
Anyway, it will be fun to have little ones around . . . and yeah, you're so right, Zondie, little ones like order & structure -- they need the security of boundaries.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/26/2008 11:43:56 AM
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How wonderful that the boys helped you! It's good that you directed their energy in a positive way.
Operation Eat sounds like a great ministry! Sounds like something I'd be interested in being involved in if we had one here.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/26/2008 3:28:46 PM
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Those cookies sound yummy, Leah! You've inspired me to make some 'Old Fashion Chocolate Fudge' for my family tonight. Course, I don't need much inspiration since we love the stuff!  I'm glad everything went good with the boys. The Bible says that patience is a virtue...so, I guess it's good to stay in tune to that through kids, huh?
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Operation Eat sounds like a great ministry! Sounds like something I'd be interested in being involved in if we had one here.
Yeah, it's a wonderful program, Trish. There's a lot of local stores who donate groceries as well as the community with funds. You'd be surprised just how many families are in need in this area. We're careful not to be taken advantage of, so as to reach more families who are truly in need. And during the holidays we always plan that these families have a bountiful meal for their celebration. They're very appreciative. Our pastor says that it's hard to share God's word with someone who is hungry. He says that if you're hungry, it's hard to concentrate on anything else until that need is met. So as Jesus would, we reach out to them. Physically and spiritually. It's so rewarding! Maybe you could mention something similar to your pastor and get it started in your area.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/27/2008 12:09:50 AM
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Pengie, that is AWESOME that you are planning to go to church. I pray that you can overcome all the hurdles that will surely present themselves to you between now and then.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/27/2008 8:35:24 AM
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(((((((Pengie))))))) so glad to see you back in here with us! Sorry to hear that you've not been doing so well. Hopefully the meds will help. The counseling should help your dd as well. I'm still praying for you both.
I hope (and pray) that you and your dd, will feel at ease in this new church you're planning on visiting. I understand your feelings about being in a large crowd. I don't suffer panic attacks but sometimes I feel overwhelmed in large crowds and make my exit as soon as possible. It's a type of anxiety I've had as long as I can remember. I've always favored the 'quiet times' in my life. Even with company I start feeling antsy after a couple of hours.
But for a long time now, going to a crowded church doesn't make me feel uneasy. I arrive just as the service is about to start, and leave as soon as it's over. I'm not one to linger and mingle. One reason (for me) is; I'm always in a hurry to get back home to my son. (Responsibility) The other reason I'm more comfortable is; I started looking at the size of the crowd, as just a small portion of God's large family. I'm ALWAYS more comfortable around family! Just keep reminding yourself that you ALL share and serve the same Father. And you're there to worship Him! Keep Him as your main focus.
I'll be praying about this and also about the courage you need, to drive.
Glad to hear that you've already decided on a name for your new puppy. Thumbelina was one of my favorite 'baby dolls' when I was a child. The other favorite one I had was called, 'Drowsy'. Thumbelina, squirmed and moved and Drowsy laughed and talked. Both had a cord you'd have to pull, before they performed, but I didn't mind that one bit!  (Sorry to ramble on...I got carried away in childhood memories for a moment  ). Anyway, I'm glad you've started your fund and I'm glad you're enjoying Oreo.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/27/2008 12:50:11 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY PENGIE! ! !
I'm sorry I'm taking so long to respond to your posts this week . . . Garrett is demanding more & more of my time when he is home, not allowing me even a few minutes at the computer without turning my chair around and wanting to sing & clap . . so sweet, but gosh I'm not getting anything done, online or else!
Anyway, he's on the bus now . . . I get such delight out of him seeing the bus coming down the road! He just squeals with glee and jumps up & down, tries to run towards it & I have to hold him back out of the way . . . ok, ok, I think I've already said all that before, but 
Pengie, you've been given some sound advice in Maggie's thread, so I won't try to add to that here. Just know I too will be praying that you & your daughter will find a church that you will not only feel right at home in, but will also be fed the Word and that word will get thru to her -- and you, and give you both the strength and peace you need to face what you're having to face. As Maggie says, they have to make their own choices, and even tho we know in our hearts they are wrong ones, they also have to learn that for themselves . . and believe me, I learned THIS the hard way. I do think it is much easier to do this with boys. BTW, I think Thumbelina is an awesome name for your new puppy, whenever you get her. Yeah, Zondie, I too did a little reminiscing with that one . . Tiny Thumbelina was just The Thing in those days . . and feel free to ramble all you want, Zondie! I'm so glad Oreo is being such a companion for you, Pengie. Last night the neighbor boys brought down there new puppy for me to meet -- guess what her name was! Oreo!!
I don't like big crowds either. I don't think I've ever had a panic attack, but I've been close a couple of times, I think, when I've been in a big crowd and couldnt' find my way out. Not sure it could have been called 'panic' tho, as it was more frustration, aggravation, and close to anger. I detest touring in big crowds -- seems to strip evrything of it's uniqueness and reduce it to bland commercialism. I don't like feeling 'lost in the crowd' . . . it seems to strip me of my identity or something. Who knows . . maybe I simply like being noticed  . . . . . . . . nevertheless, I really don't like big crowds, and I can't imagine ever feeling comfortable in a large church . . probably 200 would be my limit. Now, I know some of you are going to think that's ludicrous since I'm from such a huge family and any gathering of ours is bound to be a crowd, but -- as Zondie says -- family is different
I'm still trying to get into the 'school' routine, now that I'm sending one off to school and welcoming two home -- not to mention the neighbor kids who are making a habit of coming down after school. I don't mind that, tho. It is good to see them again, and they are enjoying the cookies and the camaraderie with Eddie, Garrett and myself. But, I don't actually babysit them, Pengie, they just come to visit. I think I need to bake some more cookies today, tho, and I'm just not sure this body is up to it. I've been so tired all week -- last week too, come to think of it. Don't know what's going on. Maybe it's simply including the gym back in my schedule again. I went 3 times last week and have been twice this week. If this tiredness keeps up I may need to cut it to two days.
Today I'm going to an OA (Overeaters Anonymous) meeting . . . my friend and another lady started a chapter recently, but weren't happy about the location, so they are moving it to my church as of today. That commits me to going since I asked Pastor about using the church and told him I'd be part of the group. I'm sort of looking forward to it . . . just hope it helps me get a handle on this
Before the meeting, tho, I need to make a trip to Walmart and possibly get me some iced tea at McD's so guess I better get moving 
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/27/2008 10:30:07 PM
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leah777
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Pengie, that is absolutely awesome!! I'm so glad they took time to do something special with you and for you! And that you got thru the day without pain -- that is just so like God! I'm so happy for you {{{{{{{PENGIE}}}}}}}}
Well, Garrett went home with Grandpa tonight because he has an appointment with the neuro-surgeon tomorrow to try to figure out what, if anything, was showing up on his MRI. The neighbor boys, Eddie & I played some Rummikub. Garrett was still here when we started playing, and got upset when we wouldn't let him get in the middle of the game. I pushed some tiles to the side of the table for him to play with, then he climbed out of my lap and took off to the bedroom . . . he'd go in there and come back all excited, then take off again. He'd made 5 or 6 trips in there before I realized he was getting a tile off the table everytime he came back and taking it to the bedroom . . . .
I had to laugh . . . he was so tickled to be taking our tiles . . thought he was really doing something -- even cheering for himself . . . . . . when he left the boys went in and found the tiles piled on my bed -- about 12 of them
Anyway, after he left, I mentioned to the boys I was going to church, and that we were having hot dogs & hamburgers with some side dishes. I asked if they wanted to go with me, so, we contacted their respective parent's and got permission for them to do so. They had a great time. They were only visiting, however, as they all attend their own church on Wednesday nights . . that's great, really, tho I wish I could take them with me all the time.
I'm very tired, so will be heading to bed real soon.
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RE: Leah's Stories! - 8/27/2008 10:35:25 PM
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Hi Linda!
Happy anniversary Pengie!
I do not like large crowds either, but for seperate reasons though. People always being in the way, or being rude, not watching where they are going, etc. instead.
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