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Lonely much of the time - 2/24/2009 6:02:52 PM
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dianetavegia
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 Mark 16:18 They will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover." 
I’ve been quite lonely today. Jim left before I woke. Between school work and PS3, Nick doesn’t spend much time talking to me. Jon had said he was going to come over and do some research online but it’s almost 1:00, and he hasn’t come yet. I did call him and he said he was still coming but never showed up. Jim called several times. I know he worries about me being down or anxious but he can only call me for a minute here and there between classes. We don’t have cell phones. We can’t afford them. I don't have the daycare toddler anymore so her chatter is gone, too.
Jim won’t be home for supper. He has baseball practice right after school and he’s taping a high school band concert at 7:30 in another town. He has to be there around 6:00 to set up. He does this as a ministry. Nick and I had spaghetti with meatballs and sautéed mushrooms. Nick eats his as a sub because he doesn’t like spaghetti. I’m beginning to prefer a bigger pasta myself.
I haven’t pulled the clothes out of my closet. I started thinking about it and realized I’ll be keeping the car on Thursday to take Nick to the dentist. That will be a good day to take the clothes to the consignment shop. I don’t want to wad up my lovely, tho too large, dresses for 2 days. I may still go in there later, if this boredom persists. We won’t watch Obama tonight so maybe I can get Jim to go through some of his things too. I doubt he has anything to get rid of. He’s stayed the same size for years.
I’ve cleaned the kitchen, done several loads of laundry, swept the bathrooms and kitchen and a bit more. I was sick since before Thanksgiving, so a lot of things need a deep clean. I wasn’t able to do anything for 6 weeks after my surgery, and that was just last Wednesday. That was the day I began chemo. Also, during those six weeks, I had surgery to put in the port.
My mother witnessed for herself what I’ve been saying about having the dustiest house in the world. She’d dust the t.v. stand and an hour later could see dust. She checked our furnace filter and was surprised that it’s clean. How CAN that be? One thing she discovered is our return air ducts, four in four rooms, are just rectangle holes with no filters or place to PUT filters. She says this might be our problem but then she says, ‘How is the red dust getting into a closed up house?’ I told her our house is built over hell and this red dust is the ash from the fire. After a few weeks, she said she thinks I’m right! Mother tracked the duct work, looking for holes or cracks and just couldn’t find any problem. Now, understand, my almost 77 year old mother is a general contractor who hasn’t built homes in a number of years but is sharper than most people half her age. Our house is less than 10 years old and we’re the original owners. It’s been like this since a builder cleared the lot up behind us, cut down all the trees and a serious erosion began in our yard.
I bought felt to make some dolls I’d made about 26 years ago for my grown kids. I think the grandkids might enjoy them. I’ve got to draw my pattern and make a sample to make sure I don’t have problems before cutting the felt. I’m thinking, right now, that I’ll make dolls that look like Jim and me and then dolls that look like each child. That way the kids can pretend they’re doing things with us. For our grown kids, I’d made the Old Woman in the Shoe and her kids and Noah, his family and animals.
I’m watching for winter yarns to go on sale. I’m going to knit some scarves for each grandchild. I think I’ll do Boston Red Sox colors for Jackson and then use the favorite colors of each granddaughter for them.
Speaking of our granddaughters, I’m going to give them a call after school. I lose track of time and then it’s time for their bath and bed. I think about it all day, while they’re at school or at the YMCA with their Daddy, but forget about it when the time would be right. I really miss talking with them.
Jim and I ate at Cracker Barrel on Saturday. Golly I wish I’d win the lottery! They have so many things I’d love to send the grandkids! Those little girl Easter hats and purses are so pretty! I love to look at all the pretty things there.
I vacuumed the front stairs, hallways, t.v. room and my bedroom. I wanted the front entrance to look nice because Publisher’s Clearing House may be at MY house this Thursday! Someone with the initials DT…. Wink wink
Jim saw his pulmonary specialist yesterday. Dr. said 'Ten years ago, when I first started seeing you, you had the worst case of asthma I'd ever seen with maybe 35% lung function. Now you're up to 85% at least'. Dr. said Jim can no longer be termed 'COPD', which is Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease, but just would be diagnosed as moderate to mild asthma!
Luke 1:37 “For with God nothing is ever impossible and no word from God shall be without power or impossible of fulfillment!
Well, thanks for those prayers for my healing and keep on praying! Nothing can happen that isn’t allowed by or ordained by God, my Father, but I’d sure like to be around to care for Jim and Nick as well as my grown children and grandchildren.
I’d like to share a prayer shared with me by the wife of a man who is very, very ill. This is an example of how he prays for others. I am praying something like this prayer for myself.
Almighty Heavenly Father, what a Mighty God you are. There is nothing you can't do--no sickness you can't heal, no miracle you can't perform, no problem you can't solve, no sin you can't forgive, no need you can't provide for, no life you can't revitalize. Lord, your Word says that even youth grow tired and weary, young men stumble and fall, but they that put their faith in you shall renew their strength, and they shall soar on wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint. Lord, you know I put my faith in you a long time ago and we know that once again you're going to restore me. And that's what I pray for--that you would heal me in accord with your will. And help me to feel your presence. Give me strength and perseverance.
Lord, in your infinite wisdom you knit me together in my mother's womb. And every cell was designed to perform a specific function so that I could properly glorify You. Lord, I ask that You would restore me so that once again every cell in my body performs the function it was designed to do. And if there is any cell that is in my body that is not part of your infinite plan--that it would be removed--by whatever means necessary so that I can once again glorify You properly. I ask this with a great hope and expectancy that You will use me and my healing for Your glory and Your honor and I ask this in the precious name of Jesus. Amen
Please pray for Woody to be healed and released from his horrific pain. Also pray for his wife, Lois and their extended family (missionary son and dil), during this time.
Be well and God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Worked hard today - 2/25/2009 3:58:38 PM
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dianetavegia
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 Psalm 34:15-20 The eyes of the Lord are on the righteous, And His ears are open to their cry. The face of the Lord is against those who do evil, to cut off the remembrance of them from the earth. The righteous cry out, and the Lord hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves such as have a contrite spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He guards all his bones; not one of them is broken. Habakkuk 3:17 -19 Though the fig tree may not blossom, Nor fruit be on the vines; Though the labor of the olive may fail, And the fields yield no food; Though the flock may be cut off from the fold, And there be no herd in the stalls-- Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation. The Lord God is my strength; He will make my feet like deer's feet, And He will make me walk on my high hills. Psalm 31:3 Since you are my rock and my fortress, for the sake of your name lead and guide me. You did not receive a spirit that makes you a slave again to fear, but you received the Spirit of sonship, and by Him we cry, "Abba, Father". Romans 8:15 
Jim woke me before 6:00 again and then wanted to know ‘Can’t you sleep?’ I was kind and didn’t tell him HE was the cause of my not sleeping in. Anyhow, I decided to keep the car and get some things done today. I also thought it would be good for me not to be stuck in the house the whole day.
Right after I got home from taking Jim, I got busy in my closet. I filled 3 white kitchen garbage bags with clothing and shoes. I took them to the consignment shop not long after they opened. I had $5.00 waiting for me. Wow! LOL I would have had more bags but I don’t like the idea of taking out of season items and taking the chance of them losing my things before next fall. I’ll store those in a big closet downstairs. I’ve not gotten out my spring and summer casual clothes yet so I’ll probably have more things to take. I’ve started ridding myself of play clothes I haven’t worn in a while. Most of my summer items were sale items from Wal-Mart and they don’t look good for long.
I gave away our old Flowbee, a semi working fax, two shelving units that hang in a closet and listed a beautiful costume piece I’d made when Nick was ‘John the Beloved’ in AWANA.
I weighed myself today. I’ve lost two pounds since my mother left. Of course, some of that might be water weight loss. I’m not drinking as much because I have to bring my drinks close to room temperature so they don’t ‘freeze’ my throat (chemo side effect). I must start drinking more! That being said, I had attempted to diet back a year ago, wanting to get down to 124 lbs. I was 129 lbs today.
The dentist called and had an opening a bit earlier tomorrow so they wanted to know if I could bring Nick then. That was fine with me. He won’t like having to be out the door so early.
I need to go to Bremen to the big antique mall. I’d gone there Saturday and I lost my medic alert bracelet when fooling with my sweatshirt sleeves. I’m hoping someone didn’t just keep it because it’s pretty. It’s one of those rubber bracelets like people wear for different causes but it’s a lovely lavender color with purple writing that warns I have a port in my chest. I need to walk up and down the aisles to see if I can find it. It’s sooooo cold in there! Jim works in Bremen but the antique mall closes well before baseball ends. That means an extra trip. A good waste of time. ** I went and someone had found it and turned it in. Wasn’t that nice.
Enjoy this today! I Know My Redeemer Lives!
Who taught the sun where to stand in the morning
Who told the ocean you an only come this far?
Who showed the moon where to hide 'til evening
Whose words alone can catch a falling star?
Well I know my Redeemer lives
I know my Redeemer lives
All of creation testify
This life within me cries
I know my Redeemer lives
The very same God that spins things in orbit
He runs to the weary, the worn and the weak
And the same gentle hands that hold me when I'm broken
They conquered death to bring me victory
Now I know my Redeemer lives
I know my Redeemer lives
Let all creation testify
Let this life within me cry
I know my Redeemer, He lives
To take away my shame
And He lives forever I'll proclaim
That the payment for my sin
Was the precious life He gave
But now He's alive
And there's an empty grave.
And I know my Redeemer, He lives
I know my Redeemer lives
Let all creation testify
This life within me cries
I know my Redeemer lives!!
(Nicole C. Mullen)
If I've ever angered or wronged any of you in any way, please know that I've asked God to forgive me and would ask you to forgive me also. Praying for you all!
Well, thanks for those prayers and keep on praying!
Be well and God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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In Like a Lion.... - 2/28/2009 5:43:22 PM
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dianetavegia
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 Psalms 94:19 “When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Your consolations delight my soul.” Hebrews 5:8 “Although He was a Son, He learned obedience from the things which He suffered.” Colossians 3:15–17 “And let the peace of God rule in your hearts, to the which also ye are called in one body; and be ye thankful. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly in all wisdom; teaching and admonishing one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with grace in your hearts to the Lord. And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.” Philippians 2:12-13 So then, my beloved, just as you have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for His good pleasure.
And how are my online friends this gray and icky day? Hope you’re having nice weather! I’m thankful for the rain but praying everyone in the path of any tornadoes or thunderstorms are safe.
I slept until almost 9:00 and was awakened by the smell of bacon, eggs, pancakes and coffee coming from the kitchen. Jim had taken me to Cracker Barrel last Saturday and decided to treat me to another big breakfast right here. I ate the eggs, toast and bacon but passed on pancakes. They seldom attract me. I don’t care for ‘heavy’ foods. Speaking of foods, last night we had seafood salad and shrimp for supper. Publix had some great specials and we just couldn’t pass them up. Actually, I was craving seafood and we stopped by for shrimp. We also picked up some rib eye steaks that were seasoned like prime rib for another night. What a GREAT price!
I took Nick for his dental exam on Thursday. He had four teeny cavities starting. One was right on the surface and three are between his teeth. I took him back on Friday to have the surface decay filled. He didn’t even have to have any Novocain for that one. Shucks, even with insurance, our cost is $220.00! OUCH. Now, that’s for all four, but shucks! I think Nick will pay more attention to his teeth now. He’s got teeth like me. I brush, floss, water pick, use fluoride, never miss a check up and still have cavities. Have had weak teeth my whole life. They’re beautiful, straight, white, shiny but very prone to decay. Nick’s teeth are lovely, too, but he’s had so many cavities already. I think he had 11 cavities in his baby teeth. Some huge number.
We’re supposed to get 1 – 3” of SNOW today and tomorrow morning. What’s up with THAT? March 1st! In like a lion, out like a lamb! By this coming Friday, we’re expecting mid 70°’s. Weird, huh?
Jim and I went for a walk at the mall. It’s too icky for an outside walk. Anyhow, the mall was packed. We ate lunch at the Market Deli, sharing a grilled chicken sandwich with lettuce, tomato, sprouts, onions and mayo all on whole grain bread. I ate most of my half. Yum! Started off healthy and then stopped at Wal-Mart for Jelly Beans! Hey, they’re fat free.
I’m sure there is some chore I could be doing, but it’s so dreary that I think I’ll just watch Nick play Socom or Call of Duty 4 instead. I’ll do something tomorrow instead.
Well, thanks for those prayers and keep on praying! James 5:16 says “Confess your trespasses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The effective, fervent prayer of a righteous man avails much.” 1 Thessalonians 1:16-18 says “Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.”
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Be well and God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Snowed and snowed but not one snowball! - 3/1/2009 5:42:30 PM
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 Zephaniah 3: 17 "The LORD your God in your midst, The Mighty One, will save; He will rejoice over you with gladness, He will quiet you with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing.” Ephesians 2:10 For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. Isaiah 40:30-31 "Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall ... but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles ... they will run and not grow weary ... they will walk and not be faint."
Jim woke early, which means I woke early, so I turned on t.v. and watched several preachers before getting up for the day. The flu is widespread/ epidemic in our area and my doctor said to avoid church until the flu season has passed. Between the flu, stomach virus and strep, many in our church have been very sick.
Our temperature dropped 10° within an hour of me getting up. It’s continued to drop and our wind chill is in the 20°’s. By 9:00, it was sleeting. Actually, my deck looked like it had hailed, with small pieces of ice covering much of it. Certainly, we won’t be able to go out for a walk today. The radar shows heavy snow south of us and also across the Alabama line. It snowed much of the day but nothing stuck in our area. It’s very, very cold and going to get much colder over the next few nights. I had hoped we wouldn’t have another bad cold snap so I wouldn’t have another huge heating bill. They kill us! God will provide!
I think I need to cut back on my coffee. I’ve gone from two cups to 10 cups and felt jittery. EEK. I’ll just make less so I won’t feel obligated to drink the whole pot.
I’ve been alone most of the day. Jim fell asleep not long after breakfast and slept for hours. Nick fell asleep on the sofa right after breakfast and slept for quite a while. When they woke, Jim listened to music and worked on some math downstairs. Nick played his PS3 and talked on the phone with a friend. I watched t.v. with the dog and cat. I did take a nap. It was too cold to go out and slippery, too.
We had Shrimp Alfredo for lunch. It takes minutes for me to make. I make my own white sauce and the shrimp was already cooked. Yummy! I create a lot of really neat meals with my white sauce. Tuna. Chicken. Turkey. Beef. Seafood. Leftovers turn into really tasty meals in minutes!
I wish I could think of something fun to do. It’s too cold to work down in the rec room on my sewing/ crafts. We have several electric heaters down there and it’s vented with our home heat, but that area is hard to get warm. We’d have to turn the heat up and the upstairs would have to be overly warm for the basement area to be comfortable for ME.
Anyhow, I’m bored! Wish I could have gone for a walk. Maybe the roads will clear up enough that we can go out later.
Well, thanks for those prayers and keep on praying!
Be well and God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Freezing here today! - 3/2/2009 3:45:59 PM
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 Psalm 139:13-18 For You formed my inward parts; You covered me in my mother's womb. I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Marvelous are Your works, And that my soul knows very well. My frame was not hidden from You, when I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Your eyes saw my substance being yet unformed. And in Your book they all were written, the days fashioned for me, when as yet there were none of them. How precious also are Your thoughts to me, O God! How great is the sum of them! If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand; When I awake, I am still with You.
Philippians 4: 6-9 Don't fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God's wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life. Summing it all up, friends, I'd say you'll do best by filling your minds and meditating on things true, noble, reputable, authentic, compelling, gracious - the best, not the worst; the beautiful, not the ugly; things to praise, not things to curse. Put into practice what you learned from me, what you heard and saw and realized. Do that, and God, who makes everything work together, will work you into his most excellent harmonies.
1 Peter 4:19 So if you are suffering according to God's will, keep on doing what is right, and trust yourself to the God who made you, for he will never fail you.
1 Peter 5:10 In his kindness God called you to his eternal glory by means of Jesus Christ. After you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation. 
As much as I wanted to spend time outside the house today, I did not want to get up and go out in this cold zt 7:00 a.m. Our wind chill is in the mid teens! Not to worry. Spring is only days away. Because of it being so cold, Jim is going to have a short baseball practice at the batting cages inside the rec center today so he’ll be home earlier than usual. We are going to try to go over to the mall and get in some walking. Walking 30 minutes at fast pace or 2 hours at a leisurely pace six days a week increases the survival rate for colon cancer by 33 1/3 %. That would be about another 10% for me. :0) The math is confusing, so my math major had to explain it to me. :o)
Tuesday is Jim’s first baseball game of the season and he really wanted me to attend. The game is an away game and won’t start until 4:30. The temperature is supposed to only get into the 40°’s tomorrow so I’m probably going to beg off. He has another game on Saturday and that’s going to be a gorgeous day!
Wednesday is my second chemo. It’s at 10:00 and I should be home by 2:00. Just thinking about it makes me a little anxious. I don’t know why. I know what to expect. Mark 16:18 They will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover." I’m claiming this verse!
Good News! I have full range of motion with my left arm again. Because of the port on my chest muscle, I was having pain when I dressed or used my arms in certain ways. My body has adjusted to this foreign object and I can even sleep on my side. It took a couple of weeks.
My mother has a dental appointment for March 12 and 13th in Birmingham. I am not sure if she’ll go ahead and go from there to her cabin in the mountains of North Georgia. If she does, she’ll come by here first.
I’d worked quite hard on two back to back trips for this spring. Well, the company cancelled the tour because too many people backed out. We transferred to another trip with the same company, and that got cancelled today. One trip is still available, but the ladies don’t want to spend thousands to fly to do half of what they’d planned to do. I spent all morning working on trips that are just a little later in the summer and hope those work out.
I vacuumed, swept, did laundry, mended clothing and more today. Tho it seems like I didn’t accomplish a lot, I really DID. I guess all that time working on the trips made it seem like I wasn’t ‘working’.
Well, thanks for those prayers and keep on praying!
Be well and God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Chemo wiped me out - 3/5/2009 7:03:58 PM
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dianetavegia
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 Galatians 2:20 "The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, Who loved me and gave Himself for me." Hebrews 11:6 “But without faith it is impossible to please HIM: for he that comes to God must believe that HE is, and that HE is a rewarder of them that diligently seek HIM.” Jude 20-21 "But you, dear friends, building yourselves up in your most holy faith and praying in the Holy Spirit, keep yourselves in the love of God, expecting the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ for eternal life." Psalm 37:3 “Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture." 
Tuesday: Yikes is it cold! Not to worry, tho. By Thursday it’s going to be almost 80° here. It’ll be nice from now on, I’m gonna bet.
Jim volunteered me to haul the team equipment to the game this afternoon. It’s an away game so I’ll have to go early and follow the bus. I think I’ll spend most of the time in the car with a blanket and some Christian CD’s! It’s too cold for baseball!
So, since I have to be at the school before end of school today, I kept the car and will head back in a little while. Jim volunteered me to keep the game book but another lady has done it previously. I sure don’t want to HAVE to sit in the cold! Hope she comes!!
I had three teeny checks for the bank and my home school paperwork to mail, so I did that before lunchtime. I also stopped and bought 4 lottery tickets. Mega Millions is $212 million. I think I’d take the cash option of $137 million before taxes. I think that would last me. I only buy tickets a few times a year, when it’s up this high.
We went to the grocery store for milk and stopped by Wal-Mart and walked around for a little while last night. I’ll be glad when it’s warm enough that I can walk at the park or at the local hospital. Jim is really tired most nights from pitching batting practice or some other physical pursuit with the team and I hate to push him to drive 30 miles round trip to walk inside the mall.
Thursday: I had my 2nd chemo yesterday. I had a few more side effects. A nurse cranked up the final ‘hanging’ med about 10 minutes before it should have ended and my vocal cords sort of closed up or something. I had Jon tell her and she readjusted the meds. For about 20 minutes, my voice would crack like I was getting laryngitis or a boy going through puberty. LOL. Also, my eyes and lips twitched for about half an hour. My cold sensitivity has GREATLY increased. Even sweet tea at room temperature ‘freezes’ my throat. I can’t touch anything really cold with bare hands. That is caused by the drug I have in the pump on my side. 20 more weeks. 10 more treatments.
Mark 16:18 They will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover."
I came home and slept much of the afternoon. The chemo is preceded by 30 minutes of steroids and anti-nausea meds. The anti-nausea med makes you very sleepy. Anyhow, I took my other anti-nausea pill before bed and slept 9 hours. I would have slept longer, but I woke when Jim had to get up. Today my arms and legs feel a bit rubbery or heavy. The side effects from the steroids go away within 24 or so hours. I’m still very wobbly and tired today. I didn’t even make our bed.
I asked the doctor about sitting in the sun for Jim’s baseball game this Saturday. He said to just use common sense and either clothing to cover me up, sunscreen and an umbrella. One of the chemo drugs makes you more sensitive to the sun. I love the sun and hate that I’ll miss out on a nice tan this summer, sitting on the deck for long periods of time, etc.
Enough about that… It seems we have figured out the trip for my ladies. They’ll travel much later in the season, which means my commission will arrive in time for Christmas instead of early May. I don’t get paid until the travelers depart. No charge backs, tho.
Well, thanks for those prayers and keep on praying!
Be well and God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Still weak in my arms and legs - 3/10/2009 5:06:51 PM
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dianetavegia
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 Romans 8:38-39 “And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.” 1 John 4:18 “There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not perfected in love.” 2 Peter 1:3-4 “Everything that goes into a life of pleasing God has been miraculously given to us by getting to know, personally and intimately, the One who invited us to God. The best invitation we ever received! We were also given absolutely terrific promises to pass on to you — your tickets to participation in the life of God after you turned your back on a world corrupted by lust.” Psalm 27: 13-14 "I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD." 3 John 1:2 "Beloved, I wish above all things that you may prosper and be in health even as your soul prospers."
MONDAY: Is it spring where YOU are? It’s 75° here and going to hit 80° tomorrow. Right now, I’m planning on going to Jim’s baseball game in Jonesboro tomorrow afternoon. Need to plan on taking an umbrella and cover up so I don’t react to the sun.
I’m watching Gaither DVD’s today. Boy do I love their music! ‘I Do Believe’ is the DVD on right now. Whew! Bless my soul! Thank you Jesus!
I’m finally feeling more like myself! Not perfect, but close. Since Wednesday’s chemo (remember the pump keeps on pumping til I’m disconnected on Friday afternoon), my arms and legs felt a bit wobbly or weak and I slept so very much. I really ate almost nothing for 3 days because of sleeping so much. Oh, half a sandwich or half a hamburger but certainly not what I should have been eating. Also, I’ve been shaky as tho I’m nervous. Lift me in prayer for this need, please.
Oh dear… the oncology nurse just called to say my labs from last week BEFORE my chemo were off. My potassium was too low and my liver enzymes off. I have to go in on the 16th for blood work and take potassium for 3 days. We may have to change my chemo in some way. Please pray for me. ** I mentioned to a friend an episode I had the night before blood was drawn and she said it sounded like a gall bladder attack. Will be sure to mention this to the doctor next week.
I got to talk to our grandchildren this weekend. Jackson calls me quite often now. He’s six and we have long conversations. I really enjoy talking to him and hearing all his news. I also talked to Eden, age 8 and Kaylee who is almost 6. They pretty much just say hello or tell me what they’re doing right that minute. They were at the home of our divorced daughter’s new boyfriend. The guy has two daughters so there were a lot of toys to play with. Grandma wasn’t as exciting as all those rich kid toys.
That being said, I want to buy the children something for Easter. Jackson has a Bible and is in church at every service. I’m thinking a Christian DVD or cute books for him. I’m thinking of Bibles for the girls. I’d choose a modern version in hopes they’ll read for themselves. Maybe some Cedarmont Kids DVD’s. Suggestions?
TUESDAY: I got my potassium pills last night and also ate a banana. I had another banana today and orange juice this afternoon. My arms and legs are still weak, but the nurse said that’s most probably the chemo and might lessen just in time for next week’s treatment.
I worked quite hard and long on the trip to Austria for this summer. Actually, my customers are going to attempt three trips back to back! It’s a lot of work, but it’s a really nice commission, come September or October.
It’s 78° this afternoon with a lovely, lovely breeze! I’m loving it! Wish I could sunbathe. We slept with windows open last night and probably will til it tops 90°.
Jim had an away baseball game today. I’m just weak enough that I didn’t want to go and sit for 5 hours. I know he really wanted me to come. If it’s nice on Saturday, I’ll go to that one. It’s in Carrollton by Jon and Mary’s house. I can drop Jim off, go visit them and then return in time for the games. Saturday is always a double-header.
A friend from church called and is bringing me supper. That is such a blessing. Jim’s been making sandwiches or burgers for us, and real food will taste so good. Nick’s fixed me food a couple of times when I was way too weak to stand and fix something. Some nights it’s really late by time we eat.
God is good. When I am weak, He makes me strong!
Colon cancer is striking young women at an alarming rate! No symptoms until it’s very ‘late in the game’. Have you had a colonoscopy?
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Went for a long walk - 3/11/2009 7:50:36 PM
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 But if serving the Lord seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day who you will serve... But as for me and my household, we will serve the Lord. Joshua 24:15 Ephesians 2: 4-10 Instead, immense in mercy and with an incredible love, He embraced us. He took our sin-dead lives and made us alive in Christ. He did all this on his own, with no help from us! Then He picked us up and set us down in highest heaven in company with Jesus, our Messiah. Now God has us where He wants us, with all the time in this world and the next to shower grace and kindness upon us in Christ Jesus. Saving is all His idea, and all His work. All we do is trust Him enough to let Him do it. It's God's gift from start to finish! We don't play the major role. If we did, we'd probably go around bragging that we'd done the whole thing! No, we neither make nor save ourselves. God does both the making and saving. He creates each of us by Christ Jesus to join Him in the work He does, the good work He has gotten ready for us to do, work we had better be doing. 2 Thessalonians 1:11-12 Wherefore also we pray always for you, that our God would count you worthy of this calling, and fulfill all the good pleasure of his goodness, and the work of faith with power: That the name of our Lord Jesus Christ may be glorified in you, and you in Him, according to the grace of our God and the Lord Jesus Christ.
I kept the car this fine Wednesday. I’m really starting to feel more like myself. I woke WAY too early but Jim and I got up and had a real breakfast. I ate well! I’ve not had an appetite for a full week. Nothing seemed to appeal to me or taste good until yesterday.
Speaking of yesterday, my church friend brought us supper and boy was it good! I really enjoyed it! Chicken Fettuccini Alfredo, homemade rolls, green salad and homemade cookies! YUM! I ate a nice sized serving.
Since I kept the car, Nick and I went out this afternoon for a walk in the park. I could only do about half the trail, which I THINK would be ½ mile. I got a little light headed so we cut it short. We were moving at a decent pace.
Before coming home, we went to Dollar General and a new store that sells close-out type things. The second store was pretty disappointing but Nick found a hat and I found some Easter coloring books. I’m ashamed to say, the man running the store had on a black T-shirt that I assumed was going to say something ‘ugly’. When we were checking out, I saw it was a ‘A Hammer and Nails Got the Job Done’ shirt with spikes being driven into Jesus’ hand. The whole back of the shirt was a Bible verse. Shame on ME for judging this guy because he had long hair……
1 John 1:8 If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives.
I did some ‘Easter’ shopping for our granddaughters over in Douglasville at Lifeway Christian Stores. I got them both real Bibles. I think they’ll like them. One is very ‘hip’ and girly with a glitter cover all in a Bubblegum Berry color. The older girl warranted a leather Bible, in two shades of purples or mauve.
Grandchildren are the crowning glory of the aged.
Proverbs 17:6
The physicians assistant called this afternoon and said my liver enzymes were only slightly elevated but my bilirubin was normal. She feels sure it will be fine or maybe only call for an adjustment in the Oyx Platin (spelled as it sounds, not sure of spelling). I think that's the stuff that cost almost $7,000 EACH dose! It goes through the liver. I'd just as soon take all of everything to make sure we 'mop up any wayward cells that might cause trouble later', as doctor put it.
My 'cancer nurse', Susan, called from the insurance company. She's a wonderful Christian lady and we've become friends. She's resigned to take a job working directly face to face with patients but wanted to stay in touch. Wasn't that great? She's so uplifting and supportive.
Rain and cooler weather are going to move in tonight. I’m not happy about that, but am thankful for the rain and know spring is only days away. God is good!
Well, we picked up Jim from baseball and got hamburgers for supper. I was very hungry! That’s good!
May God grant you many years to live
For sure He must be knowin’ ….
The earth has angels far too few
And heaven be overflowin’ ….
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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very nice day - 3/12/2009 8:31:51 PM
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 “I create the fruit of the lips: Peace, peace to him that is far off, and to him that is near, says the Lord: and I will heal him” Isaiah 57:19 Matthew 6:34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. John 14:27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. John 16:33 "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world." Romans 8:6 The mind of sinful man is death, but the mind controlled by the Spirit is life and peace; Romans 14:17 For the kingdom of God is not a matter of eating and drinking, but of righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Spirit, Romans 15:13 May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.
I had a nice day today. I kept the car and after my chores were all done, Nick and I went out for the afternoon.
I found a beautiful little Victorian frame at Hobby Lobby for under $2.00! The glass was broken in it and I asked the young man to remove it so I wouldn’t get cut. Well, not only did he clean it out, but he went in the back to the frame department and cut me NEW glass! I love that store! It’s owned by a Christian family and run like a Christian company! They play hymns and scripture songs instead of elevator music. You can order online if there isn’t one near you. If there IS one near you, Go and check out the 80% off aisles!
After Hobby Lobby, we went over to see Jon. He lives just a few blocks away. All of his plants are coming up already. He’s been working in the yard for a few days now. Anyhow, while we were there, he decided to wash my car and clean my tires. The car looks like brand new! We stayed until after 3:00 and then I took Nick to Checkers for some fries, a shake and a spicy chicken sandwich. I was going to eat the fries but they’re too spicy for my gall bladder. I had a banana instead. (Jon is still searching for a job and is getting very discouraged. If you live in the area and know of anything… let me know, please!)
So, we came home and had a message from Erin. Called to see what was going on. She’s sitting at work with nothing to do. Lots of people have cancelled house cleanings and no job bids are coming in. No commissions for her and makes for a long day. She only sees her daughters a few times a week.
Jim has baseball practice until 5:30 or 6:00, if the rain holds off. Nick and I will leave about 5:00 to go get him. Being out and about is good for me. Any exercise is better than sitting!
A church friend had stopped by for a few minutes this morning. I don’t get to see her often. We’re nowhere near the same age so not involved in many of the same activities, plus she goes to school full time and has a house filled with younger kids.
My mother went to Birmingham for her dental appointment today but is going right back to Mobile. My Uncle and Aunt went with her. They arrived last night. I guess it’ll be late April before she comes back through. I really enjoyed all the time we had together and she kept me busy, wouldn’t allow me to skip a meal or forget to drink my water.
I won the lottery! Yep. $5.00. I don’t remember if I’ve ever won that much. LOL
May God grant you many years to live
For sure He must be knowin’ ….
The earth has angels far too few
And heaven be overflowin’ ….
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Where IS that rain? - 3/13/2009 7:54:18 PM
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 Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to Me, all who are weary and heavy-laden, and I will give you rest. Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and YOU WILL FIND REST FOR YOUR SOULS. For My yoke is easy and My burden is light. Philippians 4:8 “Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.” Romans 5:3-5 "Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." "In you, O LORD, I have taken refuge; let me never be put to shame" Psalm 71:1
Happy Friday the 13th. Are you superstitious? I’m not. Never have been. Friday’s are GOOD! The weekend is here! Yea!!!
I slept so well again last night. I did have some offbeat dreams, tho. Something about swimming in a bathtub (I can’t swim) and other odd type dreams.
Heavy rains are moving in and it looks like Jim won’t have baseball practice this afternoon or a game tomorrow. A dear friend gave me a gift certificate for Cracker Barrel so we’re going for breakfast on Saturday. That’s such a nice treat! So far, the rain is barely north of us, tho. We’ll see!
Your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.
Psalm 139:16
Jon is coming over to do some yard work for me. I’m not supposed to do anything that might cut me and allow bacteria from soil to enter, etc. My Butterfly Bushes need cutting. I have 6 in the backyard alone. One is HUGE and I leave it large only cutting off dead wood, but three of them need to be cut down very low and two need a good trimming. The three I’m really concerned about are in softer soil in a raised bed and they got so big the last two years, big and spindly, that they seemed to fall over and cover the other plants in that bed. I had to tie up the branches. He’s a good son. ** I convinced him to wait until the weather was better.
I am really enjoying feeling good and am going to do as much as I can the next five days and each period after chemo when I feel good. Life is too short to be spent sitting at a computer or on a sofa doing nothing! I realized today that for the last 5 years or so, I was quite content, talking about my excellent health but had cancer growing in my colon. That cancer is now OUT of me and as far as we know, I am free of all cancer. The chemo is to mop up any wayward cells, etc. Why should I be more concerned now than I was 5 years ago, knowing that this cancer was removed from my body and there is no evidence of any cancer. Right? I'll just take my chemo, get my exercise, eat a very healthy diet, keep my weight good and trust God, pray, covet YOUR prayers and expect only good things. :o)
"When we truly understand how precious and limited our time is, we are left with the very important decision of what to do with it. When we closely align our God-directed priorities with our biblically-guided commitments, we will find ourselves in tune with what God wants. And that is the best way to ensure we are making perfect use of the time we are given." Pastor Ed Young Ministries evotionals 3/13/09
I needed to pay some bills so I went to the bank, the post office and the electric company. They’re all in one small complex. I also stopped by Dollar Daze and found a Benny Goodman CD for Jim for $1.00. It’s quite good! I might pick up more and sell them on eBay!
That rain hasn’t materialized so Jim had a short baseball practice. We came home and made hamburgers, butter beans and sautéed mushrooms. I ate half my burger. I get full much sooner now.
For exercise, we walked around Wal-Mart and Home Depot. My casual shoes had split right across the ball of the foot area. It’s so very hard to find size 5 ½ but Wal-Mart had one pair for $17.00. They’re quite cute and in black. Anyhow, any exercise is better than my previous lifestyle but I must start walking / cleaning, etc for most of the day and when chemo is over and my energy returns, I’m going to take Jazzercise in the next town.
I hope you have plans to enjoy your weekend with those you love! Don’t waste this time feeling sorry for yourself or worrying about stuff. Time is short!
May God grant you many years to live
For sure He must be knowin’ ….
The earth has angels far too few
And heaven be overflowin’ ….
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Cracker Barrel and other fun things - 3/14/2009 7:08:35 PM
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 1 John 3:20-24 For if our heart condemns us, God is greater than our heart, and knows all things. Beloved, if our heart does not condemn us, we have confidence toward God. And whatever we ask we receive from Him, because we keep His commandments and do those things that are pleasing in His sight. And this is His commandment: that we should believe on the name of His Son Jesus Christ and love one another, as He gave us commandment. Now he who keeps His commandments abides in Him, and He in him. And by this we know that He abides in us, by the Spirit whom He has given us.
The rain arrived a little later than expected but in plenty of time to cancel baseball for today. Jim and I headed right out to Cracker Barrel for breakfast. YUM!
We certainly didn’t want to waste the day so we went to the mall and walked around for a few hours, then stopped by Jo-Ann Fabrics for something I needed, Ole Time Pottery to ‘window shop’ and then went to Dollar Daze and got more Big Band type CD’s for $1.00. I found a gorgeous Easter book for Jackson at Border’s. It was quite expensive, but a real keeper. I’ll get all the Easter things wrapped but won’t mail them until April 1st or so.
Speaking of Easter, it’s April 12th which should be my really good week (not a chemo week) so I’m going to plan a big meal as usual. Jim has spring break from April 4th – 12th so that’ll be nice! The weather will be warm and hopefully dry! I’m looking forward to his time off.
Jim and I love the CD’s we got at Dollar Daze. They’re very well done. We have always loved Big Band sounds and singers like Ella Fitzgerald. Our house is filled with some great music this afternoon!
I got ‘The Boy in the Striped Pajamas’ for $1.97 because of a ‘reward’ for some surveys I did and we’re going to watch that next. I’ve seen some devotionals that push using this story as a witnessing tool so am interested in watching for ways this can be used.
We had a return at Wal-Mart and Home Depot when we bought some ‘fix it’ type things that were not the right size so I returned those and then we had Chicken stir fry for supper. It was yummy! Rice, veggies, mushrooms and boneless chicken breasts. Low fat and nutritious! I ate a nice sized serving. I still have a small roll of fat on my tummy area and flabby upper arms so I’m going to work on losing a few more pounds after I’m finished with chemo. I’m staying at 129 lbs and my size 10 jeans are too loose (look baggy). I think all this moving around has done the trick! I should have never given up Jazzercise after healing from the mauling by the Akita named Jezebel in 1994. That’s when I began to gain weight.
That all being said, I’m going to drink my hot tea and settle down for the movie. Have a lovely Saturday evening and don’t just sit there…. LIVE!
SYMPTOMS OF COLORECTAL CANCER
• The most common symptom is no symptom at all
• Change in bowel habits (diarrhea, constipation, narrow stools)
• Unexplained weight loss, vomiting, lack of energy, unexplained anemia
• Blood (often not visible) in the stool or from rectum
• Abdominal pain/discomfort or abdomen that feels firm or hard to the touch (gas, bloating, cramps, feeling that the bowel doesn't empty completely)
• Lower back ache that doesn’t go away has been mentioned by many
If you have any of these symptoms for more than a few weeks, see a doctor and get a colonoscopy!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Wish the weekend lasted longer... :o) - 3/15/2009 9:56:21 PM
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 Isaiah 41:10 "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." John 4:34-39 Jesus said, "The food that keeps me going is that I do the will of the One who sent me, finishing the work he started. As you look around right now, wouldn't you say that in about four months it will be time to harvest? Well, I'm telling you to open your eyes and take a good look at what's right in front of you. These Samaritan fields are ripe. It's harvest time! "The Harvester isn't waiting. He's taking his pay, gathering in this grain that's ripe for eternal life. Now the Sower is arm in arm with the Harvester, triumphant. That's the truth of the saying, 'This one sows, that one harvests.' I sent you to harvest a field you never worked. Without lifting a finger, you have walked in on a field worked long and hard by others." Many of the Samaritans from that village committed themselves to him because of the woman's witness: "He knew all about the things I did. He knows me inside and out!"
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♥ I do hope you’ve had a lovely weekend. I wish they lasted longer. ♥
Jim slept in very late today because he took some Benadryl during the night. I was up around 8:30 and was very ready to head out for my walk at the mall by time he was up and had breakfast. We walked the mall (before the crowds arrived), the Wal-Mart in Douglasville and Dollar Tree before heading to the grocery store for a few things.
After an early supper of Barbecue Ribs, we went back out for another walk. The sun was just coming out, but we opted to walk inside Wal-Mart instead of a walking trail. We did squares, figure 8’s and other patterns for about an hour. All in all, I walked about 3 hours today, even tho most of the time it was slow walking. I’m pushing for 4 hours of moderate exercise until I can get some real aerobic type activity.
I feel great. I’m dreading the days after chemo when I may be weak and not able to get up and do things. We’re planning ahead so that there’ll be foods available that Nick can quickly heat so I don’t go without eating and drinking this time. I think that will help me quite a bit. I’ll sleep if I need to, tho. I have to remind myself that it’s not a waste of time if my body is recuperating from the chemicals.
Mark 16:18 They will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover."
I go for my blood tests tomorrow (Monday) at 11:30. Doctor wants to check my liver enzymes and have the results before giving me chemo on Wednesday. I’m praying they’re okay or that he can easily adjust the medicines so I can receive what is needed. God is in control!
There is absolutely NOTHING on TV. tonight. Jim put in ‘Superman Returns’. We got it for $1.00 at Dollar Daze here in town. I love that store! You have to check every few days if you want to find real treasures. I’d not been shopping for so long, but went twice this week and only spent a few dollars but got some wonderful things.
I talked to my mother tonight. She’s coming through here on April 2nd. I’m guessing she’ll stay the night. That’s the day after a chemo, so I might just sleep through her visit. We’ll see. Anyhow, I know she’s concerned because I am not able to get up and fix for myself those days and Jim is gone for 12 hours a day. Poor Nick watches me like I’ll die any minute. Too much pressure on such a sweet kid!
Many of my plants are coming up or budding. I haven’t been out back to walk around because of all the rain. The ground becomes very slick here because of the clay and with our horrible slope out back, I could easily slip. I’ve fallen several times over the years. I’ll go out this week, maybe when Jon is here to do some yard work for me.
I’ll be up early, to take Jim to work. I’ll have about 4 hours between then and the time for my blood work. Think I’ll get some laundry done and a few other chores so when I go to Douglasville, I can go for a walk or do some ‘window shopping’ before coming home.
I’d like for you to check out www.colonclub.com and look at the calendar of survivors. There’s a girl who was diagnosed at 17 that has a wonderful story of faith and how prayer helped her through this. Anyhow, it will open your eyes to the fact that colon cancer is NOT a disease that affects only ‘old’ people. You, too, are at risk! Please don’t delay seeing a doctor if you have any concerns about this or any symptoms. I really do care about you all.
SYMPTOMS OF COLORECTAL CANCER
• The most common symptom is no symptom at all
• Change in bowel habits (diarrhea, constipation, narrow stools)
• Unexplained weight loss, vomiting, lack of energy, unexplained anemia
• Blood (often not visible) in the stool or from rectum
• Abdominal pain/discomfort or abdomen that feels firm or hard to the touch (gas, bloating, cramps, feeling that the bowel doesn't empty completely)
• Lower back ache that doesn’t go away
If you have any of these symptoms for more than a few weeks, see a doctor and get a colonoscopy!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Liver and Onions - 3/16/2009 5:16:41 PM
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 "Faith does not operate in the realm of the possible. There is no glory for God in that which is humanly possible. Faith begins where man's power ends." George Mueller "I am still confident of this; I will see the goodness of the Lord, in the land of the living." Psalm 27:13 "If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in Heaven give good gifts to those who ask Him!" Matthew 7:11
Rain moved back in after we went to bed. I woke at 4:30 with a night sweat and heard it. I didn’t get back to sleep. Maybe I can sneak in a short nap this afternoon, or not.
I got my laundry started very early today. I want to have everything done before I go for chemo on Wednesday so I don’t have quite as much to face when I am feeling okay again. I had 9 loads waiting for me last week!
I have a relative and a ‘good friend’ who have avoided me completely since finding out I had colon cancer. Not a word, email or even a response to me on Facebook. It’s the darndest thing! You’d think it was catching! One has many health problems of her own and one worries about becoming ill. I still love them both and know they’ll HAVE to speak to me one day and see that I’m fine!
Jim thinks the head baseball coach may schedule two double headers and the regular game this week which would mean Friday night he’d be gone til possibly 9:00 and then gone all day Saturday. Shucks… just the days I need him. We’ll see. Things have a way of working out. Jim may take an hour or so off on Friday to run me for my disconnect. Last time I was very weak and had a hard time even getting up the stairs and back into the house. He’s thinking he could pick me up some Krystal Burgers and get me situated so there isn’t so much pressure on Nick.
Ah, he sent me a forward of the email. No practice today because of rain but a game Thursday and double-headers on Friday and Saturday. So, I’ll pick up Jim around 3:15 today and we’ll have a nice evening as a family. Cool Beans!
My trip to get my blood work drawn was uneventful. The rain had slacked off to a drizzle and I was in and out very quickly. It did take 2 sticks to get a vein, but no discomfort. I won’t have blood work done this Wednesday. Of course, they’ll still stab me in the chest (port) Wink, Wink.
Picked up Jim at 3:00. He was on the phone with his mentor so he came out about 3:30. A student who has to walk half the way home asked for a ride and visited with me for 30 minutes. What a sweet boy. I think he said his name is Ordavius. Anyhow, mom showed up at 3:25 and picked him up. It was still raining pretty hard and the fog was very bad. I really enjoyed our visit. Jim admitted he gives the boy a ride anytime they’re leaving at the same time and meets the mom down at the end of the boys neighborhood. Mom doesn’t want to get in the long line that can take 45 minutes.
So, tomorrow is St. Patrick’s Day. We won’t have cabbage because of my gallbladder and no one else loves it like me. I’m part Irish, with some Jew, German, Choctaw Indian and English thrown in.
Time to cook our liver and onions for supper. Nick’s favorite meal! Jim and I will go for a short walk afterwards and then watch some TV. Enjoy your family and remember to laugh long and hard! Life is too short to waste it worrying about stuff! Enjoy this gift God has given you!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Spasm! - 3/17/2009 8:18:44 PM
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 Luke 24:1-5 On the first day of the week, very early in the morning, the women took the spices they had prepared and went to the tomb. They found the stone rolled away from the tomb, but when they entered, they did not find the body of the Lord Jesus. "Why do you look for the living among the dead? He is not here; he has risen!" Isaiah 53:5 But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.
♣ ♣ ♣ ♣ ♣ ♣ Happy Saint Patrick’s Day to all the Saints of God!
I’ve been quite busy today! I slept really well last night and could have slept in this morning but I wanted to keep the car. I won’t keep it the rest of the week because of chemo and recouping from chemo so wanted to make the most of this day!
I started off with a nice breakfast. I had an egg, English Muffin with butter and grape jam, orange juice and hot tea. Yum!
I only had two small loads of laundry to do. I’d done the sheets and towels yesterday. I don’t want to go tomorrow with anything needing to be done because my boys will just leave it til I feel better. I got up one day and found 12 glasses on the counter and an empty dishwasher. WHAT? I’ve been trying to brainwash them since last treatment on what they need to do or not do. Do you think they heard me or it sunk in?
Ah, the best laid plans….. Mine were all blown! Around lunchtime, I took some Capri pants (hate them) to the consignment shop and was surprised to find I had $6.00 waiting for me. I stopped by Wal-Mart on the way home just to walk the store. Well, I felt so good that I decided to speed walk! Up and down the empty aisles, round and round the store! Then I thought I’d suck in my tummy muscles! Smart, right? I walked for about 40 minutes total and by time I got home, had a major muscle cramp in my abdomen. Hours and hours of pain! I had to drive and get Jim. Thankfully he was waiting for me when I got there at 5:20. We came home and I tried all sorts of positions and finally I asked Jim if he would massage my side. If you place your hands on your waist line, the place where you thumb would go near your back…. Well, he proceeded to rub that spot and within 5 seconds, the pain stopped! Stopped totally. I didn’t say anything for about 5 minutes thinking it might start back up, but it was gone! Must have been a pressure point.
So, now I know that even though I feel wonderful, I’m going to have to work up to different levels of walking and other exercises. It’s only been 9 weeks since my surgery and it’s been about 15 years since I walked 6 miles a day and went to Jazzercise two or three nights a week.
For God has said, "I will never fail you. I will never abandon you." So we can say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper, so I will have no fear. What can mere people do to me?" Hebrews 13:5-6
Faith is the confidence that what we hope for will actually happen; it gives us assurance about things we cannot see. Hebrews 11:1
So, since my spasm lasted around 6 hours, I didn’t get the house vacuumed. Jim warmed up supper. We’d planned to have leftovers anyhow. We had liver and onions, BBQ ribs, Chicken stir fry and hamburgers. We finished them all up. The boys loaded the dishwasher for me.
I don’t leave for chemo until around 9:45 so maybe I can get a few things done before I go. Hope so. I don’t like ‘coming to’ four days later and having so very much that needs doing.
Oh, my mother is planning on coming here the day after my April 1st chemo to stay for a few days in case I need her. She’ll go on to her vacation cabin (For Sale on a mountain outside of Helen, Ga.) and then can come back every two weeks for a few days if I need her. She can also come for Easter!
I hope you’re taking very good care of yourself and family! Life is precious!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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No chemo today - 3/18/2009 5:49:10 PM
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 Matthew 27:26-31 “Then he pardoned Barabbas. But he had Jesus whipped, and then handed over for crucifixion. The soldiers assigned to the governor took Jesus into the governor's palace and got the entire brigade together for some fun. They stripped him and dressed him in a red toga. They plaited a crown from branches of a thorn bush and set it on his head. They put a stick in his right hand for a scepter. Then they knelt before him in mocking reverence: ‘Bravo, King of the Jews!’ they said. ‘Bravo!’ Then they spit on him and hit him on the head with the stick. When they had had their fun, they took off the toga and put his own clothes back on him. Then they proceeded out to the crucifixion.” 1 Samuel 2:8-10 He puts poor people on their feet again; He rekindles burned-out lives with fresh hope, Restoring dignity and respect to their lives - a place in the sun! For the very structures of earth are God's; He has laid out his operations on a firm foundation. He protectively cares for His faithful friends, step by step, but leaves the wicked to stumble in the dark. No one makes it in this life by sheer muscle! God's enemies will be blasted out of the sky, crashed in a heap and burned. God will set things right all over the earth, He'll give strength to his king, He'll set his anointed on top of the world! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I didn’t have chemo today. It was cancelled because my white cells are way too low. Chemo cannot be done if white cells are not 1,000 or higher and my white cell count was 500. So, I’m to stay out of enclosed public spaces for three or four days and avoid people and especially children during that time while my body makes new white cells. I am thrilled that my liver enzymes and other tests were ‘perfect’.
Doctor said ‘you’re such a tiny thing’ that they’ve determined they need to adjust my dosage and lower it by 25%. This is totally normal. It generally takes a few treatments for them to determine what a body can handle and my size has a lot to do with these reactions. I’m down to 128 lbs now. I’m sure it’s all the exercise! I’m eating very, very healthy with no junk foods and keeping quite active. What a lifestyle change this has been. I feel great!
We had a really gloomy start to the day. The sun didn’t come out until mid afternoon. Of course, once it did, it was a lovely day. It’s supposed to be around 70° today and upper 60°’s to low 70°’s the rest of the week. At least I can sit outside in the shade (must avoid the sun).
Jon had taken me to chemo and then came back home with me and worked in our yard for many hours. He did a gorgeous job. He’s a very hard worker. We had sandwiches for lunch and I enjoyed the company. I eat better when someone is eating with me. Nick generally eats a late breakfast and later lunch since we eat supper after Jim gets home around 6:15 or 7:00!
"By this shall all men know that you are my disciples, if you have love one to another. By this we know love, because He laid down His life for us. And we also ought to lay down our lives for our brothers." John 13:35 & 1John 3:16
Since I cannot be out around people, there’s no need for me to keep the car the next few days. I can go for walks at the park where fresh air would blow away any germs but I can always just do things around the house for a few days instead. I am not excited about wearing a mask!
Jim has practice tonight and games Thursday night, Friday and Saturday. Friday and Saturday are double-headers. I’ll be lonely again, but better that than sick! I’ll just use my time wisely, rest and maybe do some fun crafts along with my housework.
Thanks for your prayers about my liver enzymes. I’d appreciate prayers for my white count so I can have chemo next week and get on with this mopping up process. God is faithful and nothing is too big for my God!
God Bless,
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Stuck at home but busy anyhow. :o) - 3/19/2009 5:48:30 PM
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 Psalms 36:5 “Your loving kindness, O LORD, extends to the heavens, Your faithfulness reaches to the skies.” Galatians 6:8-10 “Let us not lose heart in doing good, for in due time we will reap if we do not grow weary. So then, while we have opportunity, let us do good to all people, and especially to those who are of the household of the faith.” James 1:27 "Religion that is pure and undefiled before God, the Father, is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world." 1 Corinthians 1:28-31 God chose things despised by the world, things counted as nothing at all, and used them to bring to nothing what the world considers important, so that no one can ever boast in the presence of God. God alone made it possible for you to be in Christ Jesus. For our benefit God made Christ to be wisdom itself. He is the one who made us acceptable to God. He made us pure and holy, and he gave himself to purchase our freedom. As the Scriptures say, "The person who wishes to boast should boast only of what the Lord has done.
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Since I couldn’t go out today, I decided to sleep in. I woke with Jim but went right back to sleep until a little after 8:30. I made myself a nice breakfast of a fried egg and cheese on an English muffin with orange juice and my tea. Yum! I ate almost all of it. Scooter sits quietly beside me, knowing I’ll share.
I started taking vitamins yesterday. I wanted to verify the type we had was okay to take during chemo and they are. Centrum Silver (generic) is fine. Nothing with any herbal products is allowed. I eat healthy unless I’m too worn out to eat at all, but every little thing to help!
Tomorrow is the First Day of Spring! Our pollen count is extremely high today and boy can I feel it! Itchy eyes, stuffy nose! This is just the beginning! Most of my flowers are coming back. I think I’ve lost three azaleas I planted last year. I also have another shrub, whose name I’ve forgotten, that hasn’t gotten leaves yet, but the second of the two is covered with them. It depends on where they were planted and if Scooter chose them as fire hydrants, if you get my drift.
I’ve accomplished quite a bit today. Had some chores I’d put off that I got done. I only had one load of laundry to do so that was quickly over. Jim won’t be home until after his ballgame, so around 7:00. That makes for a long day!
I had a nice surprise today. One of our ministers who works with our youth came by to visit. Scooter was going crazy and I can’t be near people so we talked outside. (Many on our church staff have been very ill.) He brought me a giant card the youth had made and signed with notes of prayers, verses and thoughts. I LOVE it! It’s huge and just thrilled my heart! I love Bro. Jon and really enjoyed talking with him. He and his family are such a blessing to our church family.
Jim should be home soon and I’m ready for supper. I think we’ll have pork chops tonight. Jim will cook them on the grill. I think some mashed potatoes and gravy, spinach and another veggie would hit the spot.
Take good care of yourself and God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Gall bladder attack? - 3/20/2009 8:09:50 PM
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 Psalm 68:19 "Praise the Lord ... Praise God our Savior! For each day He carries us in His arms." Romans 8:35-39 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered." No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.  ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦ ♦
FRIDAY: I had another one of those phone calls today. My liver enzymes are up again. We’re thinking the spasm I had on Tuesday was a gallbladder attack and I just assumed it was a muscle spasm from walking. Now what to do? Doctor has to figure out a plan. Can I hold off on gallbladder surgery for another 20 weeks? Hmmmmm…. I’m to go on Tuesday for another liver enzyme test. I won’t know the results of that and my White Blood Cell count until Wednesday. Til then, the consensus is not to go out around people without a mask on. Think I’ll just stay at home or ride in the car, walk in an empty park, etc. I misunderstood and thought 3 or 4 days would be enough time. Mountain, be removed!
Gosh I wish we had cell phones. I can’t call Jim at work unless it’s an emergency and once he’s on the field, not at all. We just cannot afford cell phones. Tonight he has a double-header and won’t be home until very, very late.
I’ve not accomplished much today. I don’t like sitting around. It’s chilly in the house, tho warm in the sun. I can’t BE in the sun, so does me no good. Still, it LOOKS pretty!
For the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, to show Himself strong on behalf of those whose heart is loyal to Him.
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Bor---- Ing day! - 3/21/2009 7:40:37 PM
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Philippians 4:12-13 I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well-fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who gives me strength.
Oh what a pretty day! It’s mid 60°’s but the sun is so bright and warm. I walked out back twice, but only for a minute or so to keep from getting burned up. I sure do miss sitting in the sun! Next summer! For SURE!
I woke at 3:00 with a minor gall bladder attack. No way to miss it! I had some minor discomfort in the gall bladder area. I woke just as it began. It was nothing like I’d had previously. Anyhow, this time I told myself I’d wake Jim and go to the hospital if it lasted more than a few minutes. I looked at the clock and less than 15 minutes later, I had found something on TV. and gone back to bed, pain free.
I think I’m going to need to have my engagement ring resized. I know I should wait a while until my weight stabilizes, tho. I’m afraid I’m going to lose it so I’ve put it on first with my wide wedding band to protect it. It spins round and round, but at least it cannot fall off!
Jim didn’t get home until almost 9:00 last night and was out of the house before I was really awake this morning. He had another double header. The coaches agreed to cut the second game to four innings. The second game on Saturday doesn’t count in the standings and it’s such a lovely day. He’s already been gone almost 6 hours. It sure makes for a lonely day for me! He borrowed his friend’s cell phone to check on me during the break between games. We really need to get one of those pay as you go cell phones when we have the money.
I had to get out of the house today. It didn’t matter where we went so once Jim got home, he showered and we took a ride down some back roads, into and through Douglasville, through some new subdivisions and then home some back roads. We were gone about 1 ½ hours. It was so nice just to ride and talk. It made me feel more ‘free’. Jim had been gone 6 hours today! That’s a long and lonely day for me.
I think we’ll have some baked fish for lunch tomorrow. I’m going to try really hard to watch my diet and not aggravate my gall bladder this week. Who knows what is to come. Jim would like for me to get my gall bladder out and then start back up with chemo. I know my white count has to be a healthy number before anything can continue. God sent us to these doctors so we’ll trust them and their decisions.
Do enjoy the rest of your weekend! Enjoy LIFE! Please, no matter your age, consider a colonoscopy and soon! It could save your life!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Sunny Sunday - 3/22/2009 8:37:09 PM
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 Romans 5:1-2 "Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through Whom we have gained access by faith into this Grace in which we now stand. And we rejoice in the Hope of the Glory of God." Luke 6:45... Read More–46 “A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good; and an evil man out of the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh. And why call ye me, Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I say?” Matthew 16:15-16 “He said to them, "But who do you say that I am?" Simon Peter answered and said, "You are the Christ, the Son of the living God." Psalms 139:13-16 “For You formed my inward parts; You wove me in my mother's womb. I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works, And my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from You, When I was made in secret, And skillfully wrought in the depths of the earth; Your eyes have seen my unformed substance; And in Your book were all written The days that were ordained for me, When as yet there was not one of them." ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
We had a lovely day. We actually got some spring cleaning chores done, too. I’d asked Jim to clean the ceiling fan (cathedral ceiling) in our living room so he got the ladder but took the fan apart and repainted the blades a nice, bright white. He also took down my Nutcrackers that are on top of the bookshelf and the highest shelf over our fireplace so I could dust those. He cleaned the top of the bookshelf, the top shelf, the 2 story up window over our front door and a few other up high chores. Nick vacuumed the furniture in there for me. Tomorrow I can clean the mantle and the Nutcrackers that live there plus spring clean the rest of the living room.
Nick had earned enough money to buy a PS3 game he and his online friends wanted to team play so we took him to GameStop in Douglasville, then to GameStop at the mall. FYE at the mall and finally found it at Best Buy! I had to sit in the car, but it was a beautiful day and I listened to the Christian radio stations while waiting. There was a lovely breeze.
Nick and I started some seeds from Jon’s Hydrangea Cockeneus bush. We’d robbed his plant last fall and have hundreds and hundreds of seeds. We have 34 Styrofoam cups of them out on the deck. Hope they take! The plants sell for about $35.00 each in gallon containers. They’re a gorgeous hot pink/ red.
No gall bladder concerns since Friday night. I’m watching my fat intake and drinking lots of hot tea. I am a healthy eater, generally, but will crave something ooey gooey once in a while and that generally is very high fat.
Today we had grits, eggs, bacon (one piece of lean for me), pancakes (Jim and Nick) and orange juice for breakfast. Lunch was baked chicken, turnip greens, peas, plus corn and potatoes for Jim and Nick. Supper was a green salad with extra virgin olive oil and red wine vinegar. I had a banana in the middle of the afternoon to keep up my potassium.
I didn’t get out for that walk today, but I did take a nap this afternoon. I slept on the sofa with the cat and dog for about 2 hours. I’m hoping my body is rebuilding and replacing my lost white cells. I’d slept really well and hard last night so was surprised to need a nap. It was quite warm in the TV room. It gets the afternoon sun, so is always the hottest room in the house!
Tuesday I go for blood work. I’ve not spoken to the doctor to tell him or his assistant about the gall bladder attacks. I’ve documented them from my blog. This certainly explains the liver enzymes going up and down. Each ‘up’ was preceded by a bout of pain.
Wednesday should be my third chemo treatment, if my white cells are back up. Doctor said we’ll reduce my dosage to cut down on any side effects. I think that makes sense since the 100% dosage can be for a 200 lb man and I’m 128 lbs after my breakfast. I’m really hoping I’m not as weak after this treatment since my potassium will be normal.
Mark 16:18 They will take up serpents; and if they drink anything deadly, it will by no means hurt them; they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover."
I’m losing a bit of hair. Doctor said I won’t lose my hair with this type chemo, but it will thin. I can’t tell a difference when looking at my hair but can feel a difference when washing my hair. It’s quite long now and I’m being very careful, but wish the shedding would stop!
Jim has baseball games on Tuesday and a double-header on Friday this week because other counties are entering their spring breaks. His spring break is April 4th – April 12th. That’s two weeks away. He’ll be home on a chemo week and will be able to help me if I’m too weak to do much.
My mother will be here on April 2nd or 3rd and will stay a few days. That’s during my ‘good time’ unless some dates get changed again. She’s finishing up her dental work and going to her vacation cabin right outside of Helen, Georgia. She’s got someone wanting to talk with her about buying her cabin. I hope she sells it because it’s remote and is only used about 6 weeks a year. It’s a lot of upkeep for something used so very little.
Well, I’m going to call a friend from the board and see if she’s home and wanting to chat. I’m not much of a phone person. Don’t spend a lot of time on the phone, but enjoy talking to my friends and family.
Y’all have a wonderful new week! Enjoy spring! All things are being made new! Come Quickly Lord Jesus!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Let me outta here! - 3/23/2009 6:42:29 PM
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 Psalm 56:3 Whenever I am afraid, I will trust in You. 4 In God (I will praise His word), In God I have put my trust; I will not fear. What can flesh do to me? Matthew 12:15 “Jesus, knowing they were out to get him, moved on. A lot of people followed him, and he healed them all.” 1 Corinthians 10:13 No test or temptation that comes your way is beyond the course of what others have had to face. All you need to remember is that God will never let you down; he'll never let you be pushed past your limit; he'll always be there to help you through it. † † †
I had a spurt of energy just before bed last night so did some sewing. Jim wanted a cover for a futon he was taking up to school to use as seating in the teacher’s work room. That only took minutes because I used a full sized sheet I’d found on sale at Wal-Mart. I made it like a giant pillowcase so he can take the cover off for washing. Then I made a cover for the sofa cushions in our TV room. I’d made one previously (catches the dog hair) and needed another one to use when I was washing the other. I’d bought twice the amount of fabric needed previously and it was already cut, so that was a pretty quick project, too. My only problem is my craft shelf is too close to my sewing machine and can get in the way when I have huge amounts of material to work with. We’re going to slide that shelf over a bit to give me room.
Emotionally, I’ve been doing GREAT. Yesterday, however, some of the people on a support site I check daily were down and worried about upcoming scans or possible new cancer sites and it has bothered me a little. Some were declared free of cancer, had their chemo and cancer was found at 6 months. That’s depressing, but whenever I am afraid, I will trust in HIM! Giving this to Jesus, who paid the price for my sin at Calvary. I refuse to be down!
I got the church prayer list by email today so got out some get well cards. A lot of people on the list are not in our church directory so I have no way to get addresses. I just sent cards to those who are church members.
My goal has been to have all my housework, laundry, etc. done before I leave for chemo on Wednesday so I won’t face as much work when I come out of that weak spell. Of course, I’d love not to HAVE a weak spell. :o) Anyhow, my guys just leave those things for me to do and the first day I could stand for more than a few minutes, I was overwhelmed! Hopefully they’ll pay more attention to things this time, like making sure I’m fed and have had something to drink!
Jim needed to do a grocery run this afternoon, so I rode in the car, sat in the parking lot and listened to a Christian radio station (or two). It was nice just being out of the house. The sun is quite bright, so I had to block my window, but I could still feel the warmth and enjoyed the breeze.
Tonight is baked fish and potatoes with a vegetable. I’m not sure what veggie yet. Guess I’d better decide pretty quickly!
I go at 9:00 a.m. for my blood tests to check my liver enzymes. Since I know it’s my gall bladder causing the rising and then return to ‘perfect’ of my liver enzymes, I am not concerned. I just pray my white count is good on Wednesday and remains good for the rest of my treatments! This avoiding people is for the birds!
Y’all have a GREAT evening with those you love. Cherish every minute! Don’t waste another hour! Stuff will rust or wear out. Time with your family will last forever!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Praying my white count is up for tomorrow's chemo - 3/24/2009 7:40:34 PM
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 Quickly Now! Go tell His disciples that Jesus Christ is no longer dead! He's risen! Hallelujah ! Isaiah 30:18 “Therefore the LORD longs to be gracious to you, and therefore He waits on high to have compassion on you. For the LORD is a God of justice; How blessed are all those who long for Him.” Philippians 4:6-7 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God's peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I had to be up early so I could take Jim to work and go for my liver enzyme blood test, so I was up and showered a few minutes after 6:00. I’d gone to bed a bit late last night and had put in “Goonies”, so I only got about 6 ½ hours sleep. That’s not enough for me. I bet I sleep well tonight!
I got to the doctor’s office about 8:35 and had time to laugh with the ladies in the front office and the lab techs for a few minutes. They called me back early and I was actually home before my appointment time! No other patients were in the office so I didn’t put on a mask. I feel sure my white count will be up by my chemo tomorrow. That’s at 9:30 this week.
Jim has a baseball game this afternoon. I’ll have to go up to school a little after 2:00 so he can load the gear in the car, bring me home and then go to the game here in Villa Rica. Some days, having one car is a bit of a hassle but I am so thankful that we have no car payment. My wish is to someday have our mortgage paid in full. I hope to live to see that day! That’s been a dream of mine since seeing a mortgage burning party on ‘It’s a Wonderful Life’ as a child. We owe 20 years on our mortgage.
Whoops, my train of thought derailed! So, it was supposed to be warm and partly sunny until late but so far it’s very overcast and chilly! I’d dressed for a warm day and had to put on a sweater but when I bit into my fried egg and English muffin breakfast, the yolk squirted out and got on both my shirt and jeans. I had to change clothes so I put on a cotton sweater instead.
Romans 5:12-15 "Therefore, just as through one man sin entered into the world, and death through sin, and so death spread to all men, because all sinned--for until the Law sin was in the world, but sin is not imputed when there is no law. Nevertheless death reigned from Adam until Moses, even over those who had not sinned in the likeness of the offense of Adam, who is a type of Him who was to come. But the free gift is not like the transgression. For if by the transgression of the one the many died, much more did the grace of God and the gift by the grace of the one Man, Jesus Christ, abound to the many."
So, as planned, I have attempted to have any and all chores done today so I won’t have so many waiting for me when I ‘come out of my chemo fog’ around Sunday. Trying to plan ahead! I still have a few things I want to get done before bed.
We had vegetable pasta and sauce with garlic bread for supper. I had to forego the bread because the store had coated it with butter. Too much fat for me. Boo Hoo…
Gosh, is nothing on tonight? I hate these presidential thingies we’re having all the time now. There is no good news so HUSH!
Jim may be home early tomorrow. There’s only half a day of school and the teachers have professional learning day. He’s been able to use his college courses as credits previously, so hope he can again. It would be good to have him home about the same time I get home from chemo. I think I freak Nick out. If I fall asleep, he wakes me to ask if I’m okay. He’s not used to me laying around or sleeping a lot. Certainly, he’s not used to Mom being sick.
I hope you have a lovely evening. If storms are moving in, drive safe and please make an appointment for a colonoscopy! If you do, please PM me and let me know you’re fine.
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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3 down and 9 to go! - 3/25/2009 7:29:36 PM
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dianetavegia
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 1 Peter 4:7 "Now the end of all things is near; therefore, be clear-headed and disciplined for prayer.” Colossians 3:13 Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. Psalms 51:17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. Psalm 106:1 Hallelujah! Thank God! And why? Because he's good, because his love lasts. 2 But who on earth can do it - declaim God's mighty acts, broadcast all his praises? 3 You're one happy man when you do what's right, one happy woman when you form the habit of justice. 4 Remember me, God, when you enjoy your people; include me when you save them; 5 I want to see your chosen succeed, celebrate with your celebrating nation, join the Hallelujahs of your pride and joy! 6 We've sinned a lot, both we and our parents; We've fallen short, hurt a lot of people. 7 After our parents left Egypt, they took your wonders for granted, forgot your great and wonderful love. They were barely beyond the Red Sea when they defied the High God 8 - the very place he saved them! - the place he revealed his amazing power! 9 He rebuked the Red Sea so that it dried up on the spot - he paraded them right through! - no one so much as got wet feet! 10 He saved them from a life of oppression, pried them loose from the grip of the enemy. 11 Then the waters flowed back on their oppressors; there wasn't a single survivor. 12 Then they believed his words were true and broke out in songs of praise. 13 But it wasn't long before they forgot the whole thing, wouldn't wait to be told what to do. 14 They only cared about pleasing themselves in that desert, provoked God with their insistent demands. 15 He gave them exactly what they asked for - but along with it they got an empty heart. 16 One day in camp some grew jealous of Moses, also of Aaron, holy priest of God. 17 The ground opened and swallowed Dathan, then buried Abiram's gang. 18 Fire flared against that rebel crew and torched them to a cinder. 19 They cast in metal a bull calf at Horeb and worshiped the statue they'd made. 20 They traded the Glory for a cheap piece of sculpture - a grass-chewing bull! 21 They forgot God, their very own Savior, who turned things around in Egypt, 22 Who created a world of wonders in the Land of Ham, who gave that stunning performance at the Red Sea. 23 Fed up, God decided to get rid of them - and except for Moses, his chosen, he would have. But Moses stood in the gap and deflected God's anger, prevented it from destroying them utterly. 24 They went on to reject the Blessed Land, didn't believe a word of what God promised. 25 They found fault with the life they had and turned a deaf ear to God's voice. 26 Exasperated, God swore that he'd lay them low in the desert, 27 Scattering their children hither and yon, strewing them all over the earth. 28 Then they linked up with Baal Peor, attending funeral banquets and eating idol food. 29 That made God so angry that a plague spread through their ranks; 30 Phinehas stood up and pled their case and the plague was stopped. 31 This was counted to his credit; his descendants will never forget it. 32 They angered God again at Meribah Springs; this time Moses got mixed up in their evil; 33 Because they defied God yet again, Moses exploded and lost his temper. 34 They didn't wipe out those godless cultures as ordered by God; 35 Instead they intermarried with the heathen, and in time became just like them. 36 They worshiped their idols, were caught in the trap of idols. 37 They sacrificed their sons and daughters at the altars of demon gods. 38 They slit the throats of their babies, murdered their infant girls and boys. They offered their babies to Canaan's gods; the blood of their babies stained the land. 39 Their way of life stank to high heaven; they lived like whores. 40 And God was furious - a wildfire anger; he couldn't stand even to look at his people. 41 He turned them over to the heathen so that the people who hated them ruled them. 42 Their enemies made life hard for them; they were tyrannized under that rule. 43 Over and over God rescued them, but they never learned - until finally their sins destroyed them. 44 Still, when God saw the trouble they were in and heard their cries for help, 45 He remembered his Covenant with them, and, immense with love, took them by the hand. 46 He poured out his mercy on them while their captors looked on, amazed. 47 Save us, God, our God! Gather us back out of exile So we can give thanks to your holy name and join in the glory when you are praised! 48 Blessed be God, Israel's God! Bless now, bless always! Oh! Let everyone say Amen! Hallelujah! ♫ ♫ ♫ ♪ ♪ ♪ ♫ ♫ ♫
Thought I’d share a few thoughts now in case I feel wiped out later.
Chemo went well. My liver enzymes are still slightly raised due to the gall bladder but doctor said ‘You’re on a low fat diet as of TODAY’. He also said if I do have to have it out during chemo, I’ll only miss a week or so. My blood counts are perfect! Excellent! I can go out again! Hobby Lobby, here I come! I love finding neat things for $1.00 or less!
We’re expecting horrible storms but so far it’s only a light rain here. No baseball practice today. Hey, Jim will go with me to my chemo on April 8th. He has off that week. He had to stay for professional learning this afternoon but thankfully, I feel fine! I’m getting hungry. I ate a nice breakfast but got home too close to suppertime.
Oh, I need to find a birthday present for Kaylee. Her birthday is in May, but I like to start shopping early! She’ll be 6. I’m disappointed that KB Toys went under. I liked their ‘ship to’ policy where they would wrap and ship presents right to the grandkids and save me shipping costs!
Jim’s on his way home. We’ll eat an early supper and go OUT! Out, I tell ya, OUT! Anywhere! LOL
I told my oncologist about my blog while telling him how I documented what I’d eaten and my gall bladder problems. He asked questions and was shocked about the number of hits I have on my blog. He asked me if I thought my life was that exciting that people logged on to see what exciting thing I’d done. I laughed out loud at him and told him, nope. Quite the contrary! He is just fascinated. Hmmmm…. I did tell you he waived my co-pays on the days I go in for disconnect or extra blood work, right? He’s a great guy! Very sweet and a great smile. I hope you never need an oncologist or surgeon, but if you do and live within my area, let me share my wonderful praises regarding the doctors God put in my path!
Pollen: Well 121 is extremely high. Our pollen count today is….. 1,063 ACHOO!
Home from our outing! Hobby Lobby has their clearance aisle down to 90% off. I got a picture frame for 59¢. I also got pieces to make a cross necklace for a total of around $4.00 with parts left over for another 71 pieces of jewelry. I got a jar candle for $6.00, too. The candle was half price and the jewelry was full price but I enjoyed my outing and still feel very good other than a slight headache. Probably pollen related!
Well, the dishes are loaded and nothing left to do so think I’ll watch some TV for a while.
Praises to our Father who saw me through today with no anxiety, no side effects and only good reports. God is AWESOME! I’m trusting HIM and relying on the Word!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Walked in the park tonight with hubby - 3/26/2009 8:52:29 PM
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dianetavegia
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 Psalm 91:2 I will say to the LORD, "My refuge and my fortress, My God, in whom I trust!" John 14:27 “Peace I leave with you, My peace I give unto you: not as the world gives, give I unto you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” Luke 18:1 “And he spoke a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint.” 1 Corinthians 2:9 “but just as it is written, “THINGS WHICH EYE HAS NOT SEEN AND EAR HAS NOT HEARD, AND which HAVE NOT ENTERED THE HEART OF MAN, ALL THAT GOD HAS PREPARED FOR THOSE WHO LOVE HIM. John 17:24 Father, I desire that they also whom You gave Me may be with Me where I am, that they may behold My glory which You have given Me; for You loved Me before the foundation of the world. 25 O righteous Father! The world has not known You, but I have known You; and these have known that You sent Me. 26 And I have declared to them Your name, and will declare it, that the love with which You loved Me may be in them, and I in them." Dr. Norman Vincent Peale said: “You pray every day, no doubt, and so do I. But only now and then do we really pray. That is, only now and then do we go completely all out. Give yourself over to God. Let go of everything that is contrary to the goodness of God. Yield yourself and let Him give you the gift of peace and power.”
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I still feel pretty darn good! I’m receiving chemo via pump until 11:45 on Friday, but other than a teeny headache and sensitivity to cold drinks, I feel good. I’ll probably be tired very early tonight. I was awake quite a bit last night. Steroids cause that.
I have a good appetite! I had a fried egg on a whole wheat English Muffin, orange juice and tea for my breakfast. For lunch I had sliced turkey with tomatoes. I’m drinking loads of liquids to keep flushing the chemo out! Also, I’m moving around a lot. I’m not weak this time and I don’t smell the chemo like I did the first two times! I’m very ready for supper!
We’re getting a cell phone. Our daughter could add one to her plan and since we all call the same people, it won’t hurt her 10 friends and family. Not sure when it will arrive, but it’ll have a local number and Jim can take it with him to work. I can text him off the Verizon website. I can text one son and our daughter that way. Not sure what company our oldest son has for his cell. I never think to ask. I’ll be so glad to have that phone in case I ever need Jim to take me to the doctor or pick up something, etc. He does call when he’s at lunch each day.
Jim should be home from baseball around 5:30 or 6:00. I’m going to go for a walk at the mall or even just Wal-Mart! I’m so glad I can be out again!
The sun has come out tho we’re still supposed to get more rain tonight, tomorrow and Saturday. The double-header baseball game for Friday has already been cancelled. That will give us an extra long start to our weekend. Only two weeks til Jim has spring break! I’m praying things stay calm for a while so we can enjoy our time together. He’ll be available to take me for chemo during his break. In fact, I have to go to the doctor’s office 3 times each chemo week. First for blood work on Tuesday, chemo on Wednesday and disconnect on Friday. Tuesday and Friday is only a few minutes.
My mother’s leg has finally closed up. She had a biopsy about 6 weeks ago and it took all this long to close. She has to have surgery on it but is going to wait until she’s finished her trips this summer. She had her colon checked and they really are pushing her to have surgery for her diverticulitis. Every portion of her colon has pouches. She’s turning 77 this summer and has no interest in being laid up for surgery, tho if she had to have it, she would use my surgeon. We love this guy!
After a low fat supper of shrimp and veggie (think stir fry) which I steamed, Jim and I ran a few errands and then walked about 1 ½ miles at our City Park. It was lovely out and I enjoyed it very much. I didn’t get tired at all. We’ll work on increasing the distance so I can get lots and lots of exercise!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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All set for a nice weekend! - 3/27/2009 6:09:51 PM
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dianetavegia
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 Hebrews 10:19 So, friends, we can now - without hesitation - walk right up to God, into "the Holy Place." Jesus has cleared the way by the blood of his sacrifice, acting as our priest before God. The "curtain" into God's presence is his body. 20 21 22 So let's do it - full of belief, confident that we're presentable inside and out. 23 Let's keep a firm grip on the promises that keep us going. He always keeps his word. Philemon 1:6 "I pray that you may be active in sharing your faith, so that you will have a full understanding of every good thing we have in Christ." Proverbs 16:9 In his heart a man plans his course, but the LORD determines his steps. Psalms 37:3-5 “Trust in the LORD and do good; Dwell in the land and cultivate faithfulness. Delight yourself in the LORD; And He will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD, Trust also in Him, and He will do it Prayer has the power to part the sea, cause the sun to stand still, stop the mouths of lions, preserve three young men from fire, and released Paul and Silas from jail. Prayer is the key that unlocks God’s power in our lives. From: Entering with Boldness by Dr. Paul Chappell
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Disconnected! Ah, a wonderful Friday and still feeling GREAT! God is GOOD!
I woke at 8:30, thinking Jim had overslept. It sure felt good to sleep in and sleep hard! I do remember waking for a short time during the night. I think it was the sound of the rain that woke me.
Speaking of rain, boy is it raining! I’m glad Jon will be driving me to Douglasville for my disconnection today. I don’t like driving in traffic in rain storms. I don’t like riding in traffic in heavy rain! EEK, I just remembered that all of our umbrellas are in the car. In Bremen. Guess I’ll get a little wet today!
Hey, I called Gold Dust Park to find out the walking trail distance and was very pleased. It’s more than one mile for one lap! We did just under 2 miles last night. Gotta keep that up! Good for me!
My disconnect was uneventful. A quick visit with the gals in the lab, weigh in, temp, blood pressure and the needle removed from the port in my chest. Glad to be ‘free’ for almost 2 weeks!
There’s no baseball practice or game today so Jim will be home very early. We’re going for a walk at the mall and then will have supper at an early hour. I cannot go to bed within four hours of supper or eating so I like to eat by 6:00 at the latest.
So, we’re home from our walk and a trip to the grocery store. We had Chicken Florentine for dinner. Low fat and tasty. We picked up some shrimp and boneless chicken breasts that were on sale. Looks like we’re set for the weekend!
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God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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Saturday and Sunday - 3/29/2009 6:13:51 PM
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dianetavegia
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 John 1:16-17 “For of His fullness we have all received, and grace upon grace. For the Law was given through Moses; grace and truth were realized through Jesus Christ.” Psalms 27:11-12 “Teach me Your way, O LORD, And lead me in a level path Because of my foes. Do not deliver me over to the desire of my adversaries,” Psalms 30:2 “O Lord my God, I cried out to You, And You healed me.” Psalms 34:19 “Many are the afflictions of the righteous, But the Lord delivers him out of them all.” Psalms 103:3 “Who forgives all your iniquities, Who heals all your diseases,” Matthew 8:16-17 “When evening had come, they brought to Him many who were demon-possessed. And He cast out the spirits with a word, and healed all who were sick, that it might be fulfilled which was spoken by Isaiah the prophet, saying: "He Himself took our infirmities and bore our sicknesses." 1 Peter 2:21-24 “For to this you were called, because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that you should follow His steps: "Who committed no sin, Nor was deceit found in His mouth"; who, when He was reviled, did not revile in return; when He suffered, He did not threaten, but committed Himself to Him who judges righteously; who Himself bore our sins in His own body on the tree, that we, having died to sins, might live for righteousness--by whose stripes you were healed.” Proverbs 18:14 The spirit of a man will sustain him in sickness, But who can bear a broken spirit? Mark 11: 22-26 “So Jesus answered and said to them, "Have faith in God. For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, 'Be removed and be cast into the sea,' and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says. Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them. "And whenever you stand praying, if you have anything against anyone, forgive him, that your Father in heaven may also forgive you your trespasses. But if you do not forgive, neither will your Father in heaven forgive your trespasses." ♥ ♥ ♥
Saturday.: Rainy, rainy day!
Jim and I both slept til about 8:30 this morning. Wow, did it feel good, too! As soon as we woke, he got up and made us a very nice breakfast of grits, eggs, bacon and French Toast for him. I was good and only ate two pieces of very lean bacon.
We didn’t have any plans for the day and it stormed on and off. We did finally go out for a walk at Hobby Lobby and Wal-Mart but not until late afternoon. The stores were packed!
We had shrimp for supper. That’s a nice treat and is a low fat meal, for sure. Yummy, yummy! I love seafood!
I’m so thankful to say I didn’t have any side effects from chemo. I wasn’t tired nor did I feel shaky. Thank the Lord! I’m praying my next chemo goes as well because that’s Easter weekend.
I’d planned on going to service on Sunday, but many, many of our church family have strep, stomach viruses and the flu. Dr. said to avoid church until these illnesses have tapered off. I’ll watch a couple of preachers on TV and our son’s preacher on the internet.
 "I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in His Word I put my hope." Psalm 130:5
Sunday: I woke around 8:30 because I heard Scooter whine a bit and knew he needed to go out. Jim slept in for a while longer. It was such a cold and gloomy day. Actually, it didn’t clear up until after 4:00 and then turned quite pretty. We’re planning on 72° tomorrow!
Jim and I went for a walk at the mall this afternoon. Both of us were very tired and I don’t know why. Maybe, for me, it was the only side effect from the chemo. I did come home and nap for about 1 ½ hours. I woke up because I got too hot! I’d covered up on the sofa and by time I woke, the sun was streaming in the windows right onto me!
My plan is to be up early and keep the car. I have 10 days until chemo and plan on living them to the fullest! Who knows what next week brings? I may feel icky for a few days and don’t want to lose out on even one minute!
I hope your skies are sunny and you are looking forward to a fun filled week. Be sure to share Jesus in some way with everyone you meet. You might be the only chance they have to hear of HIS love!
God Bless,
Diane Tavegia
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www.nextstopparadisetravel.com
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