A financial blessing./ And take this pain from me. I am going through a divorce

I’m going through a divorce and this pain. I feel is so unbearable. I can’t sleep. I can’t eat. I have lost so much weight. This pain eats me up everyday. I had to take a legal absence from work. Cause I couldn’t even concentrate. All I ever asked of my husband was to lovely and he couldn’t never do that. I’m so hurt. I’m so destroyed. I feel like I have been used by someone I gave my heart to I have been praying everyday. I’ve got to release this pain in my heart. That has changed me tremendously. I also need a financial blessing. I have ask God for that too. I don’t know when this gonna take place. But I hope very soon because I feel like sometime. Sometimes I just can’t go on to the next day.
God, please hear my cry. Out loud and please, God. Let me hear this softly voice to direct me in the past that you want me in God. I cannot do this alone I need you so much, God. To take control of my life in the name of Jesus I beg of you amen