OUR ONLY DAUGHTER DIED IN A CAR WRECK TWO DAYS AGO. SHE WAS 38 AND FULL OF LIFE. I AM SO MAD AT GOD FOR ALLOWING THIS TO HAPPEN!!.. WHERE DOES THE LOVE OF GOD GO WHEN THIS HAPPENS???… ONE OF OUR DOGS DIED IN JANUARY ALSO…I HAVE PTSD, AND THIS YEAR HAS MADE ME VERY STRESSED. I HAVE A HISTORY OF SUICIDE ATTEMPTS. THOUGH THESE WERE 20 YEARS AGO. I TAKE MANY MEDS AND THEY HELP WITH THE DEPRESSION. I don’t know IF I should go back into THERAPY. IT DREDGES UP OLD ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION.
beyond all loss, suffering, and hardship is Jesus. His Spirit love and mercy are beyond reproach. I am not going to quote scripture or post a cliche. just know a man with a self inflicted gun shot to the head who lost everything is in a jail cell praying. for you
I have no words for the tragedy and hardships you are enduring, except to say I am so very sorry. Know that Jesus is grieving with you. It’s understandable to feel mad at God. He is big enough to hold your worries, anxieties, and even your anger.
Saying a prayer for you right now.
I also want to share this prayer with you:
Father God, In the midst of my sorrow and grief, I turn to You, the source of all comfort and peace. I am overwhelmed by the weight of my emotions and the pain of my loss. I feel lost and broken, and I desperately need Your presence to bring me solace.
Lord, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to face this grief with faith, and the wisdom to find moments of peace amidst the storm of my emotions. Help me to remember that You are with me, even in the darkest moments, holding me in Your loving embrace.
May you have God’s peace which sometimes doesn’t seem to make sense and surpasses human understanding.
thank you for your kind words