It’s heavy in my heart the loss I have faced with great dispair. Though show not want, that shall commit not crime or adultery.
Although I am an foster adult belonging only to society, causes and needs.
my parents both beings separated for over 26 years, I really do feel weak. I didn’t get the nature of a mom, and a dad together. The nature of a grandmother and grandfather together, the nature of a aunt and a uncle together, the nature of a cousin and his or her niece together, the nature of a dog and human together.
They never married in there town, and met young. God said do not have an abortion do not steal, do not commit adultery do not fornicate. But what did God say to the abandoned children. Did he say kill them, I’ve read of it. And to me, it still doesn’t seem like a good deed. Not for the greater good or for sacrifice.
To me, that sounds faithless.
Even though my parents both got scared. They didnt want to leave each other. But the problem was the price was too high to pay. They were poor then each other.
And lost without. And one day a storm came and they couldn’t stay together.
All I want is to not pay for my abandonment and to not have a baby to be sacrificed. To not cry every day after enemies of David came perhaps into our home. To take take, my mom from my dad. Maybe believing they were canine and abel. I do not want parents to use this testimony as a result test and make it scientific method.
To me I bless the ground Jesus walked on but I do not want to break the cast of condemned thoughts so, and tell me that I am sick. If I am sick do not further make fun of me. If I am sick be nicer to me, if I am sick do not raise a price as a respond to a flaw. A flaw of my head or of my feet. This I say please to no self destruction, multiple children or multiple famines troubles and beginning of sorrow, eyes.