Unfortunately God, my husband has lost sight of his responsibility to be an honest, faithful provider & husband. He has allowed the world to cloud his vision, has become judgmental, arrogant, grandiose, disrespectful, deceitful & hasn’t protected his wife or his home. He is conflicted as to who comes first-his wife, his daughters or his mother. He has been comfortable justifying doing “God’s work “ in the church as penance for his actions. He attends church regularly yet oftentimes doesn’t know the topic of the sermon. Please bring Kirkland Thomas out of the darkness & into Your light, Heavenly Father. Align Your values, principles & teachings within him. Provide the proper guidance that he will listen to & follow to receive & learn what is required of him according to Your word & our marriage covenant 15 years ago. Father, you know I am tired, hurt, worn & weary. My cup is overflowing, broken & I have no more cheeks to turn. I ask that You clearly speak to me with what direction & action You want me to take. Please heal my hurt & mend my wounds. Mend my brokenness & allow me to forgive him for the things he’s done. Allow me to fully trust him as I once did, if it’s your will. Teach me to effectively forgive & pray for him as well as myself instead of resenting him. I ask that You allow me to love myself as I am inspite of my health issues & flaws. Create in me a clean obedient heart that is pleasing and is of great service to you. Use me as you see fit, Heavenly Father. In the precious name of Jesus Christ, these are my prayers ~Amen.Amen.Amen.