Please dear God, help me accept the guilt, losses of family members, as in separations, and the problems in my life, that sometimes leads to these separations. I need to accept that maybe sometimes these may actually be their issues, not mine and accept that I am not always the blame when it is put to me that it’s is.
I hold on to so much guilt and it is destroying me and I can’t feel happiness or joy anymore. I am afraid of anything, even my own mind.
I need you to make me really accept and believe and know that I am your child and you really do mean what you say and am holding my hand and taking my troubles from me.
Please help my adult Son to see your ways and to have more faith that you are real, and can and will always be there to love, support and help him too. Please help him know right from wrong and to be strong enough to deny bad choices and decisions.
I am always so anxious and scared of the future and losing people, not just to death, but to circumstances that lead to distance in relationships because I have no confidence in rebuilding or understanding what has happened and feel I’m always in the wrong.
I need you to teach me that I am a good person and help me to abolish my negative thoughts and behaviours. I need you to teach me confidence and tot rebuild my self esteem.
I love too much and too hard and find myself in so much emotional pain all of the time that my days are just marred with anxiety and heartache, and all I want to do is sleep to pass the time and any possible uncomfortable negative interactions or activities. I’m always so tired and feel this is a subconscious thing because I can’t think when I’m asleep.
This is mainly revolved around my family, which in turn stops me from being able to continue friendships or to try to even rebuild a network of friends. I am lonely and I am frightened of tomorrows.
I need you Dear God so badly and don’t want to fail you all of the time as I do give up thinking you are not answering my prayers.
I need to have more faith and believe you are my Father in heaven and really do mean what you promise and say.
Please dear God, hear my prayers, through Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.