Curious how folks split their limited time: quick devotional, verse-by-verse teaching, or worship/praise? What keeps you consistent? Any favorite teachers or daily devos you’d point a newcomer to?
Sounds like you have a lot going on. take it from someone who has lost it all, there is nothing more important than Jesus, family, and rest. In that order. Remember all this is temporary.
You’re right—thank you for sharing that, and I’m really sorry you’ve been through losing so much. 
That perspective helps.