I need so much rt now, God knows my every need n every pain..i’m in despair n want the pain to be over. I’m in physical pain,mental pain, emotional pain n feel so far from God. I desire to be with Him immediately. Im tired of struggling so much..I need a good job, a better vehicle, my own place to live, support, love n healing in my body..I love God with all my being, n I truly want to serve Him, but I’m really struggling n I’m so depressed n battling addiction, n very distracted..I need prayers..thank you
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Hello C Marchette, welcome to this forum, in Jesus name.
My wife and I read your post together and discussed it. We are moved by your account of all the difficulties you are facing, and we will be praying for you.
We discussed how we could best be of service to you in your situation and as a result, I want to share a couple things with you. Here’s what I believe is going to happen.
Your testimony tells us that you believe in God, and you believe in Jesus, His Son. But you are feeling alone, rejected, unimportant and physically sick. All this is overwhelmingly distracting.
You are caught in a catch-22 situation. You are in a state where you feel useless to God, and you might deserve all your pain, and you cry out for His mercy.
Please do this - if you believe inGod, then you should believe what He says. What He says is that your should love your neighbor as yourself, and become a servant of all. You don’t need any specialized training. You don’t need lots of money, or a new car, or anything else other than the heart of the Spirit and a desire for greatness (which God already gave you) and a deep belief in what He has already said.
The next step that will revolutionize your life is to begin to believe the words and example of Jesus. Believe it enough to follow it! No hesitations or rationalizations. Begin to serve those around you, with the loving heart of Jesus. He humbled Himself, and He washed the feet of His friends.
When you wake up in the morning, set your heart to serve someone that day. No big explanations. Don’t tell anybody what you’re doing. Just do it. By the end of the day, you will begin to experience a new peace, and a new confidence, and a new clarity of mind.
Then, keep it up. Put aside the distractions, love and serve your neighbors, friends, and even strangers. God will transform your life, and you will become great in His kingdom.
We will be praying for, and trust that God will see you through, as you trust and believe Him.
In His love,
Your brother
Keep praying and I will be praying for you as well. Acknowledging your problems is the most important part of healing and being the best version of yourself. Praying & lamenting are powerful, God will always help us out of the darkness. I’m living proof that Jesus love and grace, mercy can heal the most broken parts of us. No substance can ever replace these precious blessings that only God can provide us. One day at a time and remember Jesus is always with you. He hears your heart and pain, now let him heal every broken part of you. Sending love and strength and healing prayers. 
Praying for you, may God come through for you and help you with all that you’re going through