Jealousy is ruining my life

I am struggling really bad with jealousy…the start of my relationship wasn’t the best, left me with trust issues…my partner now has come a believer too…I can see a change in him for the better…but still I struggle with him and working with new females…because I feel so bad about this I tried to end us because I don’t want God to be angry at me and not be for me anymore…I keep praying about the jealousy that is consuming my life…I’m desperate to have a real intimate relationship with Jesus which I’ve struggled with for 7 years too and now with this jealousy I feel like Jesus will be finished with me even more…please can you help and pray i can’t find the peace or right decision to make…jealousy is making me miserable and I have prayed and prayed about this terrible sin…I feel so cut off and distant from God because of it.no matter how much I pray though I cannot find what best to do…the only reason I want to split with my partner is because I don’t want to make him miserable too…I feel dreadful about all this please can you pray and help I’m desperate to be right with God thank you for reading Cindie

Hi Cindie! I’m praying for you!