Please rid my anxiety and depressionn soon
I’m praying for your breakthrough. I’ve suffered both anxiety and depression..actually right after I returned to Him. I actually had suicide ideation. I’ve never experienced that before..none of it. I believe I was under spiritual attack because I repented..and Satan wanted my soul. Please keep praying, stay in the Word, lean into Him, cry out to Him, shake your fists at Him..I sure did..but I was being honest with Him. And I was not surrendering my will to Him until He actually brought me to my knees and met me in my actual despair. I was so close..racing thoughts of how I could end my life without making a mess..and fell to my knees in my bedroom closet and said, “God..I know this is part of your plan but I don’t understand..please..help me understand “..and He answered. I shared all of this..and more..at my baptism.
I found the book of Psalm incredibly comforting throughout all of this, and still do. I listen to audio every night. I can’t sleep without listening to scripture anymore. In fact, I don’t want to. Give it a try? Ear buds work best for me but try different ways to listen? It’s just a suggestion but one that works for me.
You’re not alone in this. So many of us suffer with this. You can message me any time if you’d like.
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