Father God, I pray in your name for guidance during this time of my 66 yrs of life. I pray for a deepen faith in your plans Lord, for my last however many years I have left on this earth, which has costs me so much anguish and pain throughout my different stages in life.
I now have kidney disease CKD STAGE 3 and have had surgery on my back because it was broken. They now tell me that there’s a deformity in my back. And I’m in pain a lot of the time.
I’m petrified of the move I’m making because I’m leaving my longtime boyfriend of 14 yrs, because I am not able to keep him happy with the intimate part of our time together. I’m 6 yrs older than he is and I just want for him to find that one gal that satisfy him in only the ways God understands.
So, I’ve been retired for 2 yrs although I went back to work due to credit card debt and now I’ve decided against to move out on my own without any furniture or anything. And the local church just told me that they can’t help me with furniture.
I feel as though I’m collapsing mentally and physically. Oh Lord I pray. Amen
Robin
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