Hi. My name is Robyn. I have 17 months and 1 day clean and sober fully from drugs and alcohol. I am still drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes though. I am going through a lot in my life and my depression keeps spiraling down to considering suicide. I am suffering. My psychiatric medications are not right, I am in constant pain, always tear myself down, am beyond lonely (my family wont speak to me since i got ran over in 2016 and i don’t have friends yet) and can’t stop tearing myself down. I am doing beyond my best and am throwing myself into a tailspin trying to do things perfect. I have struggled with drugs and alcohol since I was a child and I am 42 now. I dont want to go back to that no matter what. I’m not going to go back to that no matter what. That’s not an option. I desperately need love and support and it’s really hard to be alone. I need prayer for all of this please.
Thank you,
Robyn
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Sending you a big hug Robyn. You should feel proud for your sobriety and accomplishments. Jesus said , in this world we will have troubles but he will strengthen us and help us.
My daughter’s boyfriend of nine years has suddenly died, and I am praying for my daughter, asking God to help her through this trauma.
I will pray for you Robyn, stay strong and keep praying for his protection. Jesus will be with you. Go for a walk if it’s nice outside, it’ll help. Trust in the Lord. He will help you.
Oh Robyn we have all been where you are. Hang on to Jesus! I am praying for you and asking the Lord to strengthen you and lift you out of this depression. I know HE will do this! Praise Him!
Blessings and much love, Maria