I’m back out and in a halfway house temporarily, i have missed you all and been praying for you pray for my continued moving forward and walking the righteous path
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Hey, welcome back. You have been missed here @BetterDays. We do not know what happened or what you were going through, but we were missing you and keeping you in our prayers. Welcome back again. May God be with you. Always.
Peter
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Texas came and got me, so i was in prison until they reinstated my parole now im in a halfway house in el paso waiting on some paperwork to get back home, thank you for the welcome back Brother God bless
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Glad you are back brother. God bless and be with you.
Peter
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Good to hear from you. Praying for you!
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I’m doing slightly better too although my situation is not yours , it is bad in that I feel my life was taken from me from and because of others. I thought I heard you were doing slightly better and me too glad to hear that. Hearing people’s lives just touches me. Life deserves responses of humanness in my opinion so I’m happy when others reach out and try I’m praying for all of us I have and did about suffering specifically. During the night when someone close like a soulmate passed away I stayed up all night praying and I feel God actually gave me what to pray for and it just so happens this soulmate something very bad happened to them besides everyone’s bests efforts to keep others away I know that sounds weird but it’s true. I feel it’s ok to say as it gives glory to God if we are doing slightly better and it gives hope 
. I’ve been with that for about a year . It’s so bad with me I don’t want people in my life I feel they are like satan and just bring grotesque destruction it’s devastating I just want a normal simple life I can’t get away I’ve tried. I don’t know why I tell you this but god gave me some visions that night to and one was of a huge thick blackness you can’t get thru but a small extremely bright light inside and it just describes life I’m not joking or making a joke I’m serious , I feel society needs to change or it will be destroyed. Were I live it’s not good it’s bad , needles everywhere, drunks pretending , thief’s who are like Gods to people it’s just devastating and unbelievable grotesque I can’t get away they trap you just it’s very depressing to me but today I feel slightly better but 
recently I realized I haven’t had a intelligent conversation in over 30 years with others but then gGod brought me a man to my work who went to prison and low and behold I had a intelligent conversation for the first time in over 30 years I was floored and concerned about men as usual but it just. I’m very concerned about life .its an obvious imbalance between shallow and deep and it can’t continue it will collapse the country. People need to hear our stories and it’s not uncommon as a matter of fact it’s usual . May God bless you more and more and keep you .what matters is your moment right now how you use it to keep love for fellow humans cause we are what matters ain’t no one want to say I never bothered use the moment and be on the earth happy for the moment I can use . People got life wrong I’m tired of hearing them. Just as an additional I was told that numerous relatives were Indian and they look it dark skin and wear Indian traditions yet we cannot say think about that what the hell just everything it’s to much but I can pray for others cause I know I’m not alone things ain’t right in this country and I feel they are encouraging hate of America. I’m not able to disclose my race and I have had other people try to force their idea of race on me and our ancestry believed in the country it’s so disturbing right now. Their was even a joke when I was a child I’m the one of God because I look so much like the race and act like it I never really understood until today but hate is real I’m a no one and it’s so serious right now I also feel this needs a place in society to be seen and it was so serious before my dad died the night before he came to me and said he felt he disrespected my very life and he asked for forgiveness things are just bad he grew up with rooms full of guns that’ tells you how unsafe it truly is but again I feel he also prayed no suffering and again I didn’t really get it until now as I kept learning more and more . May god keep you and bless you life is not perfect. And I feel alone but I keep trying. My grandmother told me this would happen to me years ago and I became distraught and didn’t understand and she was right and I understand now. It’s upsetting. I’m unable to see how this generation after me will survive unless they drastically follow country law. It’s gonna be bad their asking for a genocide that’s disgusting. I e never had anything in life nothing that tells you how bad and I was denied higher education it’s a planned harm in my opinion. They know who is not a dummy and what matters and trust me they don’t want to hear truth the country will collapse not may it will. They have even attempted to change my national Id appearance it’s very I don’t find them funny and I want it changed if you can’t respect life they don’t belong. It’s obvious hate crime. Anyways also you may say she wasn’t in prison but yes it’s a prison without walls and yes I may go to protect myself life . Gross forcing me into their race when it’s so far from obvious truth it’s disgusting like telling an apple well your a banana. I’m wondering about nowadays these people invading the country do they know something we don’t cause it don’t add up at all. They are lieing in genetic testing my sister had it done and my mom told me some things so they are lieing to suit the reality they want to portray and that is a collapse coming. My mom actually gave me a book to keep track of the dead but I can’t it’s to disturbing and she knows she finds it disturbing too forget about it I guess their is no importance and uncivilized is were it’s at with them which is not worth anything and I feel like throwing away that family history because it’s a genocide it just disturbs me to the core and I wonder if these people invading know that America is harming and are going to take back ? I don’t know but it’s disturbing so I do encourage the Lord Keep you and bless you we have to stay for the race given to us from the Lord it does matter and it just doesn’t add up they send 100000 people to one area do you think they know something about the country we don’t because it’s very weird just think about that what if our country sent 200000 people to Gaza or Sudan it doesn’t add up we’re I live is a ghetto it’s always been a ghetto
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