Written during Covid
The Christmas Grinch
A meager fare when I compare the meal to Christmas past
No turkey stuffed to feed our lust for lunches that would last
βA turkey is too bigβ she said, βfor we are only four
and we should toast our chicken roast and not bemoan for more.β
So I obeyed as I surveyed the table that was set
No almond beans from Auntie Jean. I sighed with deep regret
The gravy from an open can. I mourned my Grandmaβs scratch
No garlic mash from Cousin Nash, whose spuds no one could match
In muted tones we hid our moans to ponder as we ate
the bedlam noise of childhood joys we used to tolerate
A thoughtful lull hung over us as we became aware
No silly jokes from Grandpa croaked while reigning from his chair
No little ones in gleeful runs were darting here and there
No Uncle Russ to make a fuss and flash a warning glare
that made the children halt their fun and promptly take a seat
And though they tried they could not hide the wiggle of their feet
The table cleared our father cheered as mom brought out the cake
A store bought fare, she hadnβt dared to try her hand to bake
For Auntie Jenβs desserts were such that legends were made of
It wasnβt great, but we all ate to show our mom some love
I looked around until I found the manager scene displayed
My spirit fraught as my heart sought to grasp what this conveyed
It was a scene I knew so well, but now it seemed to speak
With searching eyes to realize, I set my heart to seek
No lit decor, but hay strewn floor beneath the starry skies
In poverty His sovereignty was veiled before our eyes
A sober scene of quiet joy. Itβs scarcity astounds
No feast was laid before the Babe. No merriment was found
Awashed in shame that Iβd complained and grumbled in my heart
And wanting peace and strife to cease; His grace to me impart
I raised my voice. In song rejoiced. A carol of this night
Dad looked on and sister shone and motherβs eyes were bright
And so we all in joy enthralled were singing of His birth
With voices one in revβrence sung proclaiming our Lordβs worth
I closed my eyes to seize the words, of this 'O Holy Night
Despondence gone my heart was drawn to His eternal light
No lit decor, but hay strewn floor. No feast before the Babe
No joyful throng of childrenβs song. No preparations made
No presents wrapped beneath the tree in shiny bows adorned
No family friends to Him attend, and yet the Child was born