I am trying to find a affordable house and the place the Lord would have me to be. I really need wisdom and discernment about the calling upon my life and all the pain and the fears of trauma are no longer controlling my life.
I pray for my son and daughter in law to be completely delivered from addiction, and restoration for my family in Jesus Name Amen.
I have been looking for a place to live and I am not sure what the Lord would have me to be. I have searched and searched for months and I haven’t found anything in my price range that is livable. I am being on a roller coaster ride trying to find me a house that I can afford and in a safe place to live. I have been discouraged because of unfortunate circumstances for having to leave my paid for house. I have been searching for about two past four or five months, and it only seems to get worse with each house I go and look at. I also need to be set free from PTSD that tries to keep me in bondage to fear. I’m so tired of the fear because it tries to paralyzes me and I can’t seem to step out in faith, not to mention the conditions of each house gets worse. I have been stretched way out of my comfort zone and I would like to be totally delivered and set free from the pain that paralyzes me beyond anything I have experienced before on my life. Your prayers are greatly appreciated. Please send with me for my son and daughter in to get their lives together without the use of drugs and restoration for my family due to the fact I have not seen my grandchildren in almost five year’s because I was lied about a drug I have never used to take away my grandchildren. I also pray that my son and his wife would be completely broken from addiction in Jesus Name Amen. I was lied about the drug test that took my grandchildren away regardless of the drug test I supplied. Having your grandchildren ripped out of your arms is the hardest thing I have ever had to endure in the past four years. I can talk to or see them and it hurts deeply. I can’t change what has happened but I want to move forward with my life. The fear of PTSD has been paralyzing to say the least,expecally. Knowing that I can lied about and I proved the next morning before court and had my own drug test done and it didn’t help at all. It’s sad when you are lied about in order to get your grandchildren and be allowed to speak with or see them period now and it’s going on five years. I can’t tell you where they have moved to and it like being at a funeral without actually having one. I have a 15 year old and she was 11 years old at the time, and there is nothing wrong I just want my son to protect me from all the harm found. Bill all I know is that you love me That’s the chace of the Lord to
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