Dear Heavenly Father, please guide me in the acceptance of the death of my beloved 23 year old son. He loss his life to gun violence. I had to accept that he was brain dead and would never return to us. As they cut him off from the machine his sister, cousin and I recited The 23 Psalm, The Lord’s Prayer and I song a hymn to him I would always sing to him as a baby. My baby and I had a special bond. We always communicated and in his 23 years we never went a day without some form of communicatuon. We talked every thing and have a really close knit family. Outwardly, I appeared so strong and knowed that I had to freely give my baby back to God. But on the inside, I felt and feel like death. I am hurting so bad. I am praying and reading my word. My husband gets angry when I cry and I feel guilty for crying in front of my 15 year old daughter whom I am so grateful for. How do I manage this great loss and keep the remainder of my family whole. In Jesus name, I pray.
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