It’s getting warmer, the kids are going to be home. College kids too 
Here’s a thought as you gather the ideas and decide what the Summer plans are going to be: Gather ideas? Yes, but be in the moment. As Parents we can get so lost in plan after plan that we’ll miss the water battle in the backyard, or the moment everyone’s just swinging and relaxing. Life wasn’t always about constructive activity. It wasn’t about the performance for Social Media likes either. Didn’t get a photo of that last moment with the kids? It’s ok - that’s YOUR moment. Get there, be there. Remember to work on that anxiety too. You’re doing just fine. Stay blessed out there. (I have been REALLY going through it as of late job wise thus being the reason why I was MIA for so long. Trying to connect more. Trying.)