Editor’s Note:
This post comes from someone writing in a place of great suffering and despair. The words below reflect a cry for help from a person who believes they are enduring severe hardship and persecution. Please read with compassion and pray for this individual’s safety, strength, and renewed faith in Christ.
If you or someone you know is experiencing thoughts of hopelessness or despair, please reach out for help from a pastor, chaplain, or trusted counselor. God is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18).
it is hard to overstate the miracle of making this post, i am a prisoner in the worst maximum security jail there is in this country. for 2.5 years i have been tormented and tortured for a crime i did not commit. i have been held without a trial or a lawyer. the constitution does not apply here and satan runs this jail. bibles seized, christians persecuted. i myself have been locked down and beaten for praying. yes, in america. this past week was the worse. i face off with hundreds of satans people daily and my faith has finally been broken. i cant fight anymore and now pray for the release of death. i brought 11 souls to salvation and lost everthing i have ever known. i am not strong enough to do this alone and his spirit has left. i sleep on a steel plank and starve daily. my hearts truest desire is to serve god but they wont let me and satan has overwhelmed me. “the only way youre getting out is in a pine box” - the jailer