Damnation enquiry

I am seeking Abba, Jesus, The Holy Spirit, and Good continuously; I have been being tormented and condemned, nearly endlessly, for years, and am fighting evil; In December I was coerced by evil in the Unseen into thinking the Good occurring was evil and into renouncing Good, justifying evil, agreeing with an evil spirit the works of Good were lies (but didn’t believe the works were evil) and from evil, and mouthing blasphemy against The Holy Spirit, but the blaspheme didn’t come from me - during these events I was not fully aware of what I was doing, confused and in distress; After, I repented and my life declined rapidly; I asked for answers to all which was happening, and seeked and knocked for the answer to how much evil was and is around me and deceiving me - The answer is a great deal of evil.

I realized recently (thanks to God) the truth and severity of.

I ask, am I damned?

Do you feel condemnation?

If so, that is God telling you to seek Him directly.

His input is that which we call the conscience, some call it the reticular activating system, and some don’t call it at all.

When Zaccheus felt condemned for his thievery while collecting taxes, upon belief in Christ, he found tremendous joy in repaying four times what he stole.

if Jesus is your Saviour and Lord then you are not condemned.

“I am seeking Abba, Jesus, The Holy Spirit, and Good continuously; “

There are various things Christians do to find these things.

Bible reading, study and prayer, church involvement, avoiding activities, places and people that draw one into sin.

May I suggest that you talk with your minister about this.