I’m not going to church, but i am reading the bible by using a bible reading plan online. I have depression and anxiety whch I think affects my walk with the Lord, i don’t know for sure. I feel lost I guess. I miss spendng time with the Lord. In my mind there’s a garden that me and the Lord used to spend time in and now when I go to that garden the Lord isn’t there anymore, He’s not there to meet with me and to spend time with me and I miss that. My heart breaks when I go to the garden and the Lord isn’t there and I just want to cry. I want to meet with the Lord in our garden again, want to spend time wth him again, but it’s also hard because I don’t have a nice quiet place to spend time with the Lord, I have an office but there is no door to close and it’s too uncomfortable to sit on my bed and spend time wth the Lord. I’m desperate to spend time with the Lord, so desperate. I can’t do life wihthout him.
Heavenly Father,
We lift up Narissa to You, asking for Your comforting presence to be felt in her life once again. Lord, You see her longing, her struggles with depression and anxiety, and her desire to reconnect with You. Remind her that You are near, even in the moments when You feel distant. Help her find a peaceful place—whether in her heart, mind, or surroundings—where she can meet with You and feel Your love and presence.
We pray for healing over her mind and spirit, lifting the burdens of depression and anxiety, and bringing her peace. Guide her back to the intimacy she longs for in her walk with You. May she be reassured that You are always with her, meeting her in every space she brings to You. In Jesus’ name, we pray, Amen.
“The Lord is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth.” – Psalm 145:18
thank you for your prayer