I ( Amanda) need prayer for peace and guidance. My husband Kenny is having his second affair and has constantly lied throughout our 20 year marriage. I’m so broken and can no longer stay in this marriage that has damaged me in so many ways. I’m in a deep depression and panicked state. I’m almost 50 with no education no retirement and no job. I can’t financially support myself. Lord I need you. I feel worthless and helpless. Please help me.