My Lord, My God , My Father, I love and praise you. Forgive me whereall I fail and falter your ever so gracious love. I once promised you, see me through this and I will forever use this as a ministry to you. That I will help heal the broken and sick as you put before me. Pray for those lost and in need. You saw me through. You blessed me and carried me through times I would have never made it through on my own. You continue to put before me those who need help to heal… a prayer for something…and I remain to keep that promise to be your vessel. Yet now, it is I that needs that healing, that help to be more exceptional than expected when I am now at my bottom, tired and weak. It is now that I recognize I am in need and in a place where many have been or are that I have helped and prayed for. Lord God my Father I am now weak, tired and in a seemly ruin that I need to see your footsteps to follow, your strength to endure the hardships and courage to not be afraid to be more exceptional and successful than expected. In Jesus name, Amen.