Please pray for God’s will and direction for my life and restoration.
God’s Will for your life is that you be kind and do good in this world. Love yourself and others in perfect balance. And use your talants, skills in a manner that encourages life and holds it as sacred.
Do not return evil for evil. Do good instead. Do as your Father does and take what was used for evil and bring something good from it. Purify/heal the soil so something good can grow. Advocate for Justice, stand up for those without a voice or strength to fight their own battles.
Behave in a manner that inspires others to be the best they can be by showing them the best you can be. Intervine when you can save a life.
And hold yourself in grace because no one can become all of this in a single night. Though there are times when the Spirit can work very quickly in a pinch, Time makes us better people if we try to be better. It is a process.
Anything specific that God wants from you, God will be sure to get you there. The more active God is in your life, you can be sure you are suppose to be somewhere. But don’t worry about the specifics. God both clears the way and provides the vehicle.
You will know when it is time. But don’t worry about it. God never sends a man alone to do a God required task. We are only vessels. We carry the Word and the Power. As it works miracles in your life, you build the Trust and Understanding that you need to go forward, a deep knowing is born… So that your actions in Faith are guided by Wisdom, not impulse.
When God tells you to step on to the water, God will be there to keep you above the waves. But you have to wait for the instruction. Faith inspired by direction, not impulse or to prove that God is watching. Never test God.
But do not be decieved into doing evil in this world. There are many voices, many spirits, many false teachers and prophets whose path only leads to destruction. They work from a spirit of Control. Fear. Hate. Selfishness. Greed. So do test the spirits. You will know them by their fruit.
And do not be decieved by your own ego. To think of yourself as more than what you are- To say that the Power is yours and you can do whatever you want, rather than to be a servant of God and others.
Remember Christ was tested in the wilderness. So were the Isrealites. Before we can serve the Almighty, we must be humble. Pride must be put in check. And God will be sure that you are ready. Until then, every road will be blocked. You will go in circles being tested and tested again. When you are called to serve God, Every attempt will ultimately lead to failure…until the moment God says, it is time.
Vengence destroys, but Justice seeks redemption and reconciliation.
Though It is important to distinguish Vengence and Justice from God’s rod and staff- which are not instruments of punishment. They only nudge us forward and hold us back, for our own good. Because the sheep cannot see what the Shephard knows. No good shephard has ever beaten a sheep. Nor has a good parent ever beaten a child.
Safe travels and best of outcomes.
And lastly, know that no matter how fallen you may be, you are still loved. God’s love is unconditional.
You can’t earn it, you can’t be worthy enough. God does not charge a fee. Love is eternal and richer than all the wealth the world can hold.
And the fact that you want to be restored, or right with God, shows that you are on the right path. Seek and you will find. Knock and the door will be opened. There is no place you can hide that God will not find you. Or hear you when cry out.
The seed takes time to sprout. Give it time. Tend to it well.