Have hit rock bottom

I’ve pretty much lost hope at this point.
I’ve made so many mistakes and feel
like God has abandoned me. I haven’t
been able to see my mother and I know
that it has broken her heart. Please pray
that God will give me a new heart so
that I can serve him faithfully and that I
will be delivered from this crushing
weight of depression. Pray that I
will be restored to my mother so that
I can take care of her and give her
her hope back. Please hear my
prayers Lord Jesus. Please hear
me Holy Father.