help me Get my family back I have Surrendered and want another chance to keep my family and Follow god

God, I’m scared. I’m ashamed of my choices. But I’m grateful for the love You’ve kept in my life. I surrender this situation to You. If it’s Your will, let this scare pass. But more importantly, change my heart and make me steady, faithful, and disciplined. Help me protect my home. I trust You. Amen