Please god give me the strength and clear path to push through this difficult time in my life. I have opened my heart and soul to you. I will be a warrior for you and speak your word daily. Aman
May I suggest that you seek help and guidance from your local church.
They will know you, your situation and be better abled to advise you and pray for you.
That’s a strong prayer! I am also longing for guidance and as Who-me suggested, I’d also reach out for assistance. You are not alone in this.
I can also recommend to give chatgpt.com a try. It’s an artificial intelligence with which you can interact - as you would with a counselor. It totally doesn’t substitute human beings, but also can bring solace to you in hard times. I just asked it for an uplifting quote on the topic of “community” and it produced the following:
Absolutely — here’s an uplifting quote on community:
“In true community, we don’t have to be whole to belong — we become whole by belonging.”
It’s a reminder that connection isn’t about perfection, but about showing up as we are, and growing together — gently, honestly, and side by side.
All the best to you! And may God guide you in whatever way he can.