My life has been completely a mess for the last few years. Iam 52 almost 53 years old and in 2 yrs have been homeless 2 times. My son, husband and I. My husband was a truck driver and has lost his job due to high blood pressure because he can’t keep it down enough to pass the DOT physical. Then this last year I found out his heart is only functioning at under 10 percent. He can no longer work and struggles to walk even 10 feet. Iam not in the best health myself and I was cleaning houses but struggle again getting back and forth because of my vehicle is broke down again. I always found away to make things work but since my mom and best friend died 12/2020 everything has fallen a part. I struggle with losing my best friend which was my mommy. My van is constantly broke down , so now I have no income at all coming in. I push myself and walk every where I possibly can. I talk to God and I feel like I can’t hear him and wonder what I have done in my life so bad to go though all of this. I try to live by Gods commandments and I’m not perfect but I do love God and try to do right and be a good person. I just feel like he doesn’t hear me. I just really need a break. I worry about bills now with my husband being sick. No vehicle and I don’t know how much more I can take! I can’t keep up anymore. When is it my turn to get a break. I pray to feel God in my life. I search for him. What am I doing wrong because I’m barely hanging on. Thank you for reading this and any advice and or maybe somone else praying or advice may give me
Some insight. Yours truly at the end of my rope. I need you in my life