I'm so sad, scared, and full of self-hate lately

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It seems lately, the more I am wanting (and trying) to live a life that pleases & glorifies God, the more I fail. This both scares and disgusts me. I get angry so easily, lash out at people, and then I feel so guilty, sad, fearful that God will throw me away (lose my salvation) i will be feeling so convicted of my actions (ALL of them).

I love God. I WANT to glorifying to Him, but instead, I feel I’m a disappointment to Him, that He is far from me. I don’t have a biblically sound church near me, and I have no friends (Christian, or Secular). I have physical issues which make going out, and meeting people difficult.

I worry that the devil is just trying to break me, my Faith, everything. Please pray for me.

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I am covering you in prayer! I am praying that you can draw nearer to the Lord. The enemy is always at work against us. Keep praying. Keep standing strong. I’m lifting you up! Here’s a song that I love and helps me feel close to God through worship!

Brooke Ligertwood - A Thousand Hallelujahs from Universal Music Group on GodTube.

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Thank you so much! It gives me comfort to know that you will pray for me. I appreciate your message & the song. Thank You!

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Of course! This is a great community here! <3