Your personal experience is your personal testimony. No one can take that away from you, or try to prove otherwise. That is the power of personal testimony, it is irrefutable. So, I accept what you say about your experience. It has not been my experience however, so please bear with my inexperience.
“Who am I to judge another’s servant? To his own master he stands or falls. Indeed, he will be made to stand, for God is able to make him stand.” Personalized - Romans 14:4
You speak of the interconnection of the miracle of supernatural healing, and the sign of pneumamortation, “slain in the spirit”. To me, and as I read the Holy scriptures, these are two separate manifestations of The Spirit of God, and I know of no precedent for their occurring together. In fact, the miracle of healing seems to speak an opposite message than the sign of pneumamortation; the first being in infusion of life, and the second being a symbolic death (i.e.”slain”…) (se Ecclesiastes 3;3) A combination of these two, seems to me, to speak an unclear message; the visible effects of the two manifestations are in opposition.
Even things without life, whether flute or harp, when they make a sound, unless they make a distinction in the sounds, how will it be known what is piped or played? For if the trumpet makes an uncertain sound, who will prepare himself for battle? 1 Corinthians 14:7-8
Supernatural Healing
Supernatural healings in scripture uniformly testify of the ultimate Healing of Jesus. They were never done for show, never for money, and never in a “healing service” Actually. they were usually done in secret places, behind closed doors, or at least without any fanfare. You will also notice that they always had a visible outcome; i.e withered hand made whole., paralytic visibly healed, folks near death made visibly well, dead folks raised to life, dropsy abated, lepers cleansed, etc. All the specific healings had an immediate and verifiable outcome. No healing, recorded in the Bible, was there anyone healed of liver disease, infertility, hyperthyroidism or the like. I’m sure there were many supernatural healings that were either not recorded, or recorded in a generic sense, like “But when the multitudes knew it, they followed Him; and He received them and spoke to them about the kingdom of God, and healed those who had need of healing.” Luke 9:11. We may want to read into this generic announcement that all sorts of things were healed, but since the detailed specified healings form a pattern, it is my practice to assume the nonspecific ones fit the same mode.
It is not difficult to discern that these supernatural visible healings spoke much more than just a temporary influx of health for a particular person. They all spoke of who Jesus really was, and how He alone would permanently heal the world of the REAL sickness that brought death to all mankind. If healings were unable to be seen and verified, the more important message would have been lost. That is NOT to say God does not heal His own in every century for His purposes. Who am I to comment on what God does in His own providence? I beleive God has healed me in the past, through prayer and thanksgiving. In fact, I am of the opinion that every healing (every perfect gift) comes down from God; every time I get a scratch, or some virus attacks my body, the healing that is programed into the biology of my body is all His handiwork; it is ALL His healing. From my perspective, doctors don’t heal any more than farmers make crops grow. Men do their best to augment a desired outcome, but the miracle of healing, like the miracle of plant growth, comes direct from The Creator Jesus.
Being Slain in The Spirit
Concerning pneumamortation, I see, and accept your long list of occurrences of these phenomena in The Bible. Of the passages you mentioned, plus a few more I am familiar with, one thing I notice is that in none of the occurrences does the party who “falls down” ever enjoy the experience. In fact, it is universally explained as feeling disintegrated. “So I said: “Woe is me, for I am undone! (ruined, disintegrated, etc)” Isaiah 6:5 (see also Jer 6:22, 13:22, Job 42:5-6, Luke 5:8, Rev 1:17, etc) All those who “fell down” experienced something that felt like “this is the end of me!” coupled with great fear! Peter can’t stand the presence of the Loving Jesus, and begs Him to “depart”. I believe it is clear that coming into the presence of God, as a sinful creature, fully removes all strength from one’s body, and causes a paralysis that is unpleasant. No one, except the perfect, can stand in the presence of God. I have never seen (or read of it in The Bible) that it ever happens on demand, as an ecstatic experience, in a worship setting, or performed by one individual on another. In fact, based on all biblical events, unless God lifts you up, you are as good as dead, and that’s final!
Again, I am unqualified to speak to your own personal experiences, but I thought I would share mine for some contrast.
Resting in The Living Loving One
KP
Buckle up, Warriorbride, because you came in tongues blazing and glory-charged. I respect the fire—but fire without foundation can burn more than it blesses. So let’s open the Word, not just the wound, and break this down like Bereans with a backbone.