When I keep saying I don’t believe in “three eternal centers of divine self-awareness,” I’m not trying to be cute or provocative. I’m trying to protect what I see as the Bible’s own logic of strict monotheism and the real incarnation.
Here’s what I mean in plain terms.
I believe the man Christ Jesus was born in time. He is not an eternal human. He is not an eternally-begotten “person” who later adds humanity. He is the Word made flesh—God truly manifested as a real man. That means His humanity is not a costume, and His human life doesn’t start “in eternity.” It starts where all human lives start: in history.
So when I look at Jesus, I see two things held together without confusion:
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He is fully human—real flesh, real human development, real human limitations, real human emotions, a real human mind, a real human will.
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He is truly God manifest—not a second divine subject standing beside the Father, but the one God present and revealed in that man.
That’s why I don’t talk about two or three eternal divine consciousnesses. Because the “other consciousness” Trinitarianism needs in order to make the Father-Son relationship eternal is, in my view, supplied by the incarnation itself.
Let me unpack that.
1) Why prayer doesn’t require two eternal divine minds
When Jesus prays, I don’t hear “God talking to God” as two eternal divine selves having a conversation. I hear a genuine human praying to God.
If Jesus is truly human, then it makes perfect sense that:
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He prays,
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He learns obedience,
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He submits,
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He is tempted,
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He says “not my will, but Yours,”
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He depends on the Spirit.
Those are not “problems” to solve by inventing another divine mind. Those are the necessary marks of authentic humanity.
So for me, the Father/Son language in the Gospels isn’t forcing me to posit two eternal divine subjects. It’s showing me the relationship between God and the truly human Messiah—God as the transcendent Father, and God revealed in genuine humanity as the Son.
2) “Two wills” does not require “two divine wills”
This is the part I wish people would hear me on.
I fully affirm that there is real distinction in Jesus—He has a human will. That’s not optional. If He didn’t, He wouldn’t be fully human.
But I do not conclude from that that there must be two divine wills.
I see it like this:
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Human will: belongs to the man, the flesh, the humanity that began in time.
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Divine will: belongs to God alone, eternal, one, indivisible. (Externally and Internally)
So when Jesus says things like, “not my will but Yours,” I do not translate that into “the eternal Son’s divine will is different from the Father’s divine will.” I translate it into: the human will of the incarnate Messiah is submitting to the one divine will of God.
That preserves two crucial truths at the same time:
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Jesus is genuinely human (real will, real submission)
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God remains one (one eternal will, one eternal mind)
3) Why “three persons” becomes “three minds” in practice
I know Trinitarians often say, “We don’t believe in separation,” and “We don’t believe in three gods.” I get that.
But the minute you say:
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the Father is not the Son,
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the Son is not the Spirit,
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the Spirit is not the Father,
and you call those distinctions “persons,” you have introduced distinct “whos” at the level of subjecthood. And if each “person” is truly personal, then each has some form of self-awareness, will, and relationship.
In other words, persons is not a harmless label. It implies real centers of consciousness. Otherwise “person” becomes a word with no content.
That’s why I keep coming back to it: because I’m not willing to place plurality inside God’s eternal selfhood.
For me, strict monotheism isn’t only “one essence.” It’s also one divine subject:
4) The incarnation explains the distinction without multiplying eternal persons
This is the core.
I don’t need to posit:
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an eternal Son consciousness alongside the Father consciousness,
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plus a third Spirit consciousness,
to account for the Gospel data.
I can account for it by taking the incarnation seriously:
God can be transcendent as Father, while also being present in history as Son, because the Son is God manifested in real humanity.
So the “distinction” the New Testament shows is not God divided into multiple eternal selves. The distinction is:
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God in His transcendent deity (Father),
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God revealed in the man He begot and indwelt (Son),
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God active as His own Spirit presence (Spirit).
Not three divine minds.
One God, acting and revealing Himself in a way that is consistent with His oneness.
5) Why this matters to me theologically
If I accept three eternal centers of self-awareness, then I have—in principle—three eternal “I’s.” And even if I insist they share one essence, I’ve still introduced plurality into what God eternally is.
But the Bible’s monotheism reads to me like this: God is not a community of divine selves. God is one—not one kind, not one class, but one singular divine identity.
And then the shock of the New Testament is not “there were always three.” The shock is: the one God has come among us in flesh.
That is why I keep insisting on this wording:
The man Christ Jesus began in time.
He is fully human with a real human will.
The only divine will present in Him is the one divine will because He is God manifest.
Therefore there is only one eternal divine mind, not two, not three.
That’s not me trying to be stubborn. That’s me trying to keep together what I believe Scripture holds together: