There is only one God of Love and man is the temple, recipient of it. If that is so difficult to understand, it would be wise to seek out that God in yourself. What you are trying to do is make Him something else that you can understand from a mind that is carnal is all.
Try asking of God His will be your own will instead of dictating to Him your own will for Him. If you would do that in all honesty, He will come in to you and sup with you and be in you. And you would sit with Him in His throne. Rev 3:20-21.
20 Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.
21 To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne.
But that isn’t going to happen is it?