I am having trouble leaving my husband in God’s hands. He has an addiction, we both have a troubled past from childhood and got together in an undesirable setting…rehab. I also fear His infidelity. I am now coming to the Lord with my true feelings instead of saying I have no fear because He has given us a Spirit of love, peace, and a sound mind. I definitely don’t walk in that all the time. I am having trouble accepting my husband the way he is and I don’t want to struggle in this area anymore. I also want to be comfortable with the much needed change that God wants to do in me. I appreciate your prayers. I thank God for those of you that don’t mind praying for us and I pray that He continues to let you be a blessing.