I thank Jesus fir being with me when I feel lonely. Over this last five years I’ve slowly been losing people i love and need. My two oldest daughters have chosen not to have me in their life. I pray that God would help me forget all the weeks I heard them say “I don’t feel like talking today.” I pray that Jesus would forgive me for the anger I feel toward my ex husband and their step mother. I pray that God forgive my family who tell me that his new wife is controlling them and turned them against my family. I pray that someday they would want to know me. I pray they forgive me for not leaving the man who abused me. Lord you answered my prayer to get them safely away from him. I pray they someday want to know the person I am. I pray they don’t choose an abusive man. I pray they don’t contemplate suicide daily as I do. I pray they find peace, comfort, joy and strength in their life. I pray they realize that I stayed with him because he threatened to go where they lived and kill them and my whole family. I pray my mother will decide to mention me to them when she texts or speaks to them. I pray somehow they are able to see I did the best I could to keep them safe.
In Jesus Christ’s Holy name I pray, Amen