Hello I’ve written before and you have kindly answered me. I’m still struggling with believing God will bring me through this grief of losing my husband 10 months ago today. It seems I’m getting weaker instead of stronger. It scares me that I’m getting weaker and not believing that God loves me sometimes. It makes me think I’m losing my mind and that scares me too. I want to feel God’s presence like I used to. I want to trust more and be stronger. What’s another one minute I would appreciate more prayers. Thank you.