I need prayers please. My life has been a disaster. It’s a long story but I was on drugs real bad and only been sober for a little over as year, by the time I got sober and doing good my daughter won’t talk to me. My son was talking to me and glad I was doing good but I ruined there lives. He was saying he was coming home in January of this year and I had so many plans for us I was going to do my best to make up for lost time and he committed suicide in January. I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m so sad. Mostly I am terrified about his soul being saved. I don’t know and I really would like to ask if anyone has time or cares if you would please help me pray that his soul is good. I mean his soul is good because he has always been a beautiful soul kind and living, cares about others but I’m not sure how his faith was when he passed away and I am hoping so much if there’s a heaven and hell that he would be in heaven. Please someone help me
Lord God I come to you united in prayer with this heart broken mother… Lord , I know we aren’t supposed to take our own lives but Lord I also know that you know each and every circumstance of those who have committed suicide. Lord I pray that her son is in heaven with you. He was obviously in so much pain and turmoil that he just felt he couldn’t take it anymore and it hurts my heart so much because I too am a recovering addict who is still after 5 years trying to mend relationships I broke with my 3 sons. And also like this mother, I had 2 sons who attempted or at least thought of attempting suicide. This is one of the worst guilts a parent can possibly have. Lord I am so grateful that my son’s are still here today and I pray that myself and this mom who has a daughter, that we don’t ever become so selfish again that we go get our “fixes” instead of trying to fix our relationships. No relationship can be truly restored without you Father! Plz Lord help us to remember no matter how good we think we are doing after a year or 20 years, we HURT our children to the core and destroyed their lives more than we did our own. We can’t go back in time and re do things as bad I wish we could but Lord all things are possible thru Christ who strengthens us… I place our sobriety and our children and relationships in your hands Lord and I pray that we will be patient and love our kids where they are. I would rather them have a loving relationship with you and have true peace in their lives that we never provided them. And if they want to come to us one day, I pray we will still be in recovery where they know that we will be safe for them! Thank you Lord for this mom and her children. I pray for restoration for all of us.. more importantly, restoration with you Lord. And plz don’t let this mom go back to active addiction again, no matter the guilt and how much it hurts Lord plz… I pray for protection and guidance, strength, love and peace for our children always and I pray she will see her son one day in heaven. Plz give her a sense of peace right now to let her know if he is there with you Lord please..
In Jesus name I pray Amen