Why God? We work hard love God and others, live with integrity and are givers. We have kids ingesting kindergarten can’t take him lhysixsklt to kindergarten temporarily because we’re sharing old work truck after wreck someone ran a red light into me a couple weeks ago my husbands stayed having sever respiratory issues five weeks ago can’t breathe has server anxiety and white coat Syndrome and is in denial hes scared but im nervous wreck I so afraid he’s going to die or be long term injured but if i even say doctor or talk about kr much he gets full on panic attacks and can’t breathe for real our kills are almost two months late most of them begged he can barely breathe at work and he never ever missed work more than a day it two ever his whole life he isn’t in akknjndinis run around taking care if everyone and trying to ensure my family has all they need and are doing well in every area, I have no help no village or family to help with my kids ever, I’m scared to death and I’m honestly for the second time in my life I’m upset with God a bit I’ve prayed and spoke outloud scripture over my family and sought Him hard and I feel lie he’s not speaking to me or helping us and we need help asap please for us I’m in a rut and don’t know what to do okease beko