I recently (1 plus year) had come to Christ in my life. After leaving hospital from a near death experience, I started having grievous attacks from spirits (didn’t understand at first). 50 years ago, at 16 yrs old I was invited to a youth Christian fellowship by 2 young ladies from work. $ of them prayed over me and just into the prayer I sense a love I had never known. I don’t remember any conversation about Jesus nor did I read the bible. I walked back into life and a street life for most of my life. I have many deep wounds from violence against me mostly from childhood, teenage, and young adult life. I read the story of the prodigal son and am wondering if there is still areas not repented or forgiven because I’m still under indwelling attacks although I live a full life in Christ and have gone through months and months of godly sorrow, tears that would fill a stream, and a deep sadness that lingers into the nights. I have followed the word, deliverance, and a continued journey of faith. Yet, when i pray a strong yawn and growl comes up continuously from my soul interrupting my prayer life. I am at a loss if anybody can help guide me to understand what this is all about. I could find no scriptures about the deep yawns or growls in prayer. I have a deeply compassionate gift of mercy from my past that the spirit guides me to people like myself from the past to share the message of Jesus