Dear Lord,
Please help me heal from this church hurt that I have experienced from my leader and his family all because I choose to follow your guidance versus what they personally envision and desire.
Years ago, I was apart of a praise dance group, eventually everyone went their separate ways and I asked God to give me the strength to carry on and that’s exactly what he did. Now, someone wants to come back but I have stated that I simply do not feel lead at the moment. They don’t want to accept it.
Others left the ministry that you have now placed in my hands and I see your hand not only on me but the lives of others through this ministry as you have grown me throughout the years.
Some hurtful things were said and done, I feel like it’s time to move on from this particular church but I need your direction, Godly wisdom and peace that surpasses all understanding.
There are plenty of church members, both young and old that have become family to me but I do feel like I am being spiritually drained.
Lord, I need your help.