Lord please guide my footsteps help me to have the strength and wisdom to be closer to you my God!!! I’m so lost and empty looking for love and happiness in all the wrong ppl and places sinning and only asking for your help when I’m in need Lord please forgive me God I’m sorry for not having faith and knowledge to know better
I love you father God 
I pray that you will find a church to join and to be involved in there social and worship life.
That there will be peop.e there who will come along side you and council you.
Remember 1John1:9 God is faithfull and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrightousness.
So find a church and join it.