I need prayer for everything actually , I would like to be reconciled back with God after struggling with addiction, self forgiveness , self worth, losing my children failing my children , God and myself i lost hope in trusting anything even myself. I need God and i need his transforming power to renew my thoughts and actions and my desires .
Many people in AA are trying to repair and reconnect with that which was damaged or lost.Some try this without the sustaining power of Christ and it is much more difficult.
Php_4:13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.
Your reconciliation was paid for at the cross. Renewing your thoughts comes from reading the Bible and prayer. Surround yourself with other christians and let the healing begin.