Dear Heavenly Father , thank you for rescueing me from all the bad things. Thank you for my sobriety. Thank you for all my blessings and you always picking me up and carrying me when I was desperate. Lord, you know how my treatment resistant depression has robbed me of almost everything. My physical and mental .disability keeps me from living. Lord please if it’s your will can my health physical, spiritual and mental be restored 
. Thank you Jesus for the beautiful gift of salvation. Lord please help me walk the path you planned for me. In Jesus name Amen
Depression that won’t lift is exhausting in a way that’s hard to explain to anyone. There’s a gentle spoken prayer called the Limbic System Repatterning Prayer on the One Prayer at a Time YouTube channel, prayed over calming fear and settling the mind, and you only have to listen. I’m glad sobriety is holding, and I hope steadier days are ahead for you.