I need prayer for strength, mentally, emotionally and physically. After knowing my current spouse for 24 years and 22 years of marriage. I have come to discover by accident, he has been lieing about himself. He describes himself as a Bi-sexual. He’s been on pornography sites and has, or is involved with 3 male sexual relationships in our home , in our bed, that I know of currently. This was his activity before our marriage and has been at least for the last 4 or more years to my knowledge. I’m devestated, I even attempted suicide on April 25th of this year. The day my life changed forever. Since then, he has continued his behavior and in fact has offered our home to 2 of them to move in. I’m being held responsible for all the debt as I am the primary account holder on all credit cards, utilities, phone, health insurance and such. I am older than he and had better credit. So things aren’t going so well for me. The attempt on my life has caused a heart condition for me. I have multiple health issues already so this just compounded things. I’m not doing well emotionally at all. Can’t understand this, or him. I don’t want to go through this heartache anymore. I have made a promise I won’t make any attempts on my life, however I really don’t want to wake to another day of this. I am going to be 67 years old very soon, our wedding anniversary is on the 4th of July and it’s crushing me.