Lord, please forgive me for my impulsive, violent and lustful actions. i was not in my right mind at the time. it was not okay to have intimacy in a restroom and make a murder threat after getting caught. and my actions need to be improved., and I’m working on it. I was not on my medications and i broke, please, don’t give up on me now. I have been working to become a better person. i hope i can use ethics and logic in the future, amen.
I will pray for you and the others from today tonight, I know you are struggling, I dealt with alot of mental health problems at your age.
from some one with experience, it does get better, and easier. I have been medication free for 10 years.
I have paranoid schizophrenia, ptsd, icd, adhd, and bi polar, aswell as social phobia, I experience almost zero symptoms and can control the rest.
it will get easier, have faith. stay strong. I believe in you and so does God, you have a place and a purpose.
God bless you.
If I may there are a couple of things you need to seriously consider.
1/ That a Christian who honestly, seriously repents of sin will be forgiven by God.
read 1 John1:9.
2/ As a Christian ones condyct is framed by the 10 commandments. One is not saved by following them, but they are what shapes how one acts.
3/ you know you are mentally ill and that you should be following your doctors perscriptions, taking your medication as required.
Failure to do so Always leads to a break down in behaviour.
Please use the knowlwdge that you are living by the 10 commandments to guide your life and as a means of helping you take your medication.
Repentance means both being sorry for what was down and being willing to change.
i never said i wasn’t willing to change???