Please pray for me that I will overcome and help from the last 11 years of loss and tremendous painful regret and the people lost to death that didn’t get ministered too and loved and the gospel shared to them bc I didn’t know much about spiritual warfare and fell and stayed in sin and addiction for far to long lies I believed are so deep and pain that is so painful bc I lost my parents and my Sons father and beloved pets. My dearest fur children. Who suffered bc of my depression and drug use. I hv tried and tried to quit and return I just don’t know how. I’m not strong. My son forsook me bc he is a radical liberal , to give u an idea, he believed Charlie Kirk was a fascist and blocked me bc he hates Christianity and me. I need help believing again and feeling the love for Jesus again and believing more than ever Who I am in Christ to defeat the strong fear and anxiety and anger demons that heavily attack me when I try to come back to God and quit what has numbed my pain for 11 years. I need to I must not just to escape hell but people I care about need prayer and need salvation. Thank you dearly
Hi Deslack
I’m glad you know your situation. I would repent and feed my heart and soal on Christian apologetics. Christianity is intellectually defensible. It’s not a leap in the dark. I recommend Jacob Prasch, Dave Hunt, David Wilkerson, John Lennox, Jim Tour, Christian’s scientist, dr Grady McMurtry many and I love his “why I believe in young earth”. I also would find Delefe Christian testimonials and there others too that edify my faith.
Dear Jesus
Please remove the scales on the eyes of this child of yours let him/her grasp your guidebook with deeper understanding and renew his love for you in a way that brings your glory.
Thank you Jesus for paying the price and providing a path to freedom and everlasting joy in your presence for eternity. Only the God of Gods creates and loves us despite our filthy sins and rags. Thank you Jesus for everything including the problems we have.
Amen