I am requesting prayers from my fellow believers. I have had an unexplained sickness for over 30 years. I’ve been to various doctors, had surgery, taken loads of different medications, and nothing ever works well or for long. I always hit a brick wall and regress: sometimes just a little, but quite often, a lot. This needs to end. I have reached the end of my rope, tied a knot, and hung on so often that now there’s no more rope left.
I come from a broken home. My dad was abusive and manipulative. I have a very soft nature and allowed him to walk all over me for way too long. When my childhood home shattered for the last time, I found shelter in the home of a distant relative and her family. I found refuge there. I also found love there. Her son became my refuge and shelter, telling me he loved me and would always be there for me. He helped keep me sane, and many times he was the only listening ear I had. We had been in a relationship for four years when he suddenly told me that he saw me as a sister. Those words made me come unglued. They also really confused me and threw my mind into a whole new world of chaos. It’s been nearly four months now since we’ve talked, and God has been leading me on quite a healing journey. But the heartbreak, shattered memories/pieces, chaos, and mental strain will not heal.
I’ve hit a roadblock and don’t know where to turn. My health is poor, my mental state isn’t good (I am not now thinking of, nor will I ever actually take my own life, I’m just really low mentally), and life just keeps stacking things up. I am physically and mentally exhausted. I need a new road of healing to open up and the courage to walk down it.
Thank you ever so much for your prayers!
I am praying for your physical healing, mental restoration, and a renewed sense of peace in your heart. May God remove the burdens that weigh you down, guide you toward a path of wholeness, and surround you with His love and comfort during this challenging time.
“Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” – Matthew 11:28