Dear Lord, I pray that I don’t feel worthless or defeated. I feel like I will only be a temporary person to people. I just want to feel loved and wanted.
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Listen to The Promises of God on YouTube and pray them back to Jesus. Works for me
As well why not talk with someone on Focus on the Family
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Crista, feed the right wolf.
I suggest that you look for a counselor who can help you to unpack what is going on.
I could be wrong but from the very little bit that you have said, I suspect that you may have abandonment issues stemming from an absent, sick, or alcoholic parent. Some scenereo where you were forced to grow up quick or take on resposibility that a child shouldn’t have to. Which may have made it difficult to learn how to relate with kids your own age growing up as well as adults now.
That, coupled with a natural hunger for love, makes it difficult for others to bond with you. You rush in, move too quick, too intense, and people disappear.
Again, I can be wrong.
But if I am right, all of this can be dealt with. You just need the right tools, time focussed on personal developement, releasing the past, spending some alone time building up your internal belief of self worth.
And if I am wrong, whatever else that is going on can better be served by someone experienced in processing that issue.
Until then, just know it gets better. It wont always feel this way. You are in a state of metamorphosis, and there is so much better to come.
And trust in God. It might feel like you are alone, but you aren’t. You are loved.
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