The past two years have been very difficult and at times unbearable. I was deceived and defrauded by a scammer. It’s left me ashamed, depressed and unable to trust. I have PTSD now. I reported the scam and my funds were traced to Nigeria. Investigators are working to bring me justice and recovery of my money. I am praying constantly for this. It’s been so devastating and caused hardship financially and mentally. I’ve lost a lot, I’ve been experiencing crippling arthritis pain. It’s just one thing after another.I believe Jesus is my Lord and Savior and I also believe that God has been providing in this difficult season. I do see that and I am thankful, but sometimes I feel like I cannot take another day of hardship, of being defrauded, of arthritis pain and just feeling like the struggle will never end. I feel angry when the wicked seem to prosper, while myself who loves God is always striving to glorify his name. I’m so financially and emotionally drained. My family doesn’t know God, they aren’t following Jesus but yet they prosper. They look down on me because I was scammed, because I don’t have much and I have health problems. I just humble myself while they are self absorbed. When will I have justice for the injustice done to me by people? I pray always for justice for the abuse suffered because of my narcissistic mother. My self absorbed brother. The person in Nigeria enjoying my inheritance from my grandmother that is rightfully mine!! I can’t even afford to buy a car and this person stole what belongs to me. These issues are heartbreaking to me. The betrayal. I pray that God sees all the horrible things people have done to me. And that he sees my tears and broken heart.